Impossible love

The break up

I heard from mother Teresa that because of Justin's and i make up plan Jeremy will allow Justin to have his car back, she had the key so once he woke up and was gonna leave the house mother Teresa gave him the key after making him promise her to not drive recklessly and of course Justin was over the moon with the news and immediately jump into his car and turned it on so i went in front of him as he start the car and smiled like crazy

"Finally, I've missed you" he said to his car but once he raised his face he saw me standing there "What are you doing here?" he asked "since when were you standing?" he was more embarrassed to the fact that i saw it all

"We should talk" i glared at him "now" i demanded making him swallow

"What are we gonna talk about at this hour? it's too early" he didn't look happy that i'm taking his sweet time with his car "don't ruin my mood, just now i got my car back" and he didn't hold back, i sigh and gave him a look

"I liked your puppet" he let out a smile

"I wanted to entertain you a bit" entertain me? once again i proved how naive i am "and 3/4 of the talk was real

"But i actually believed it all" i admit

"Are you making fun of me" he confused as i put both my hands on the car feeling the warm metal on my skin

"I'm serious Justin" i confessed "i'm really tired of this whole thing, i cannot take it anymore, be honest" i felt myself not wanting to hide my feelings i really am tired "100 percent honest with me, what do you feel about me?" i lean back not wanting to hold his car anymore, i held back my tears as i turned around giving him my back, okay Selena close your eyes and count to ten, it's not worth crying for, Justin came to me facing me

"Okay calm down and let's talk about it in the evening"

"No!" i almost yelled feeling my throat hurt, i took a deep breath "no we should talk now"

"Look Selena don't start getting mad and upset all over again" he persist "I told you we will discuss this thing in the evening calmly"

"Do you even realize what're you doing to me?" i asked him "sometimes you show me how much you love me and other times you seems like you don't even care" i looked at him deep in the eyes "it's tiring and confusing, i'm not a toy i'm human..." i sigh as i look down "when will you feel me and consider my feelings?" i look at him "i don't think you will ever feel me" i walked away as i hit his shoulder.

The minute i walked in my room my phone ring and it was Dylan so i answered

"So you free this afternoon?" he directly said

"Yea"

"I'll see you then if possible"

"Sure".

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In the afternoon i went to meet Dylan, we ordered our coffee he stayed silent making me nervous i mean i don't know where to begin, he let me gather my thoughts so i took a deep breath

"At first i didn't believe him but he really was serious back home which made me actually believe him" i cleared my throat "then he lied his first lie to me, or.." i thought of it "anyways he returned and i haven't heard from him so i came here and when i arrived i saw how denied our marriage in front everyone and start this whole game thing" i recalled "at first i got so mad and i didn't wanna be here but then i gave in to teach him a lesson how not to lie to me but" i let out a breath "i end up settling for this whole game and revenge thing" i looked at him "it really is difficult and tiring for me but for him it's just a game"