woooooo it's my first rant!! this is not going to be interesting at all lmfao, but that's okay.
oh my god, so i've skipped school for like two months, and i'm super behind in all my classes. i've missed a shitload of projects, quizzes and just class work in general. the problem is that it's my senior year. like this year is important because i'm just trying to graduate and get out of the hellhole that is high school (also, my school is full of white conservatives and i'm like one of the few people who aren't white.) to me, in person school is worse than what we're doing right now with the whole zoom thing. i haven't been to in person school since 2019, because i got hospitalized 3 times and i chose not to go back. anyway, it was super easy to pass the way last school year because the classes were set up for me in an easier way, but this year is so hard. (last school year i didn't have to talk to my teachers or see them cause it wasn't over zoom.) i have no motivation to join the zoom classes we started this school year, and i don't fucking understand my government class and my teacher is high key an asshole and i'm pretty sure he's a conservative based on the way he says things and explains them. just thinking of that class makes me want to fling myself into outer space, my friend and i are the only non-white people in that class and we both have no clue what goes on. i don't care about the government, the government is fucked up and i don't need to be reminded of the bullshit way it's set up. it's embarrassing the way that i can't find any motivation and i literally only have 3 classes this year. the other two aren't that bad like my english teacher is pretty chill and the stuff we do in my computer graphics II class can be pretty fun. okay that's it for now i guess, and this was really stupid, but i want to fucking scream, cry, and just sleep (all day sleeping is fun.) and i probably made a lot of typos. okay y'all goodbyeee see you on the flip side. :D
take care of yourselves, you're so great. you deserve the world. i love you ♥
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