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NO GOOD FUCKING BYE I WAS LIKE OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING WITH THE PERSON I LIKE IDK A LOT HAPPENED. like the thing is i really need constant validation and reassurance because well a lot of fucking shit has happened in the past, and i've had a pretty weird time with relationships, but then again i feel like i had the right to freak out cause i kind of felt like i'm getting played (still kind of do) and i don't know i'm just confused. cause it's like they say they wanna talk more, but then never answer or answer like hours later even though they're literally active on social media. or like they say they wanna talk more but give me dry replies or give me one word answers. and like i got so tired of the mixed signals that i broke down so hard last night and on top of that i started thinking of my life in general and i was in so much emotional pain and today i woke up and like not to be one of those people that are extra, but they removed me from their moots section in their carrd on twt AND LIKE WHY DID THAT HURT SO MUCH????/$-8/7 and on their dn they had "___'s gf" (no it wasn't my name) and like wtf i just really fucking like them and that's like what the fuck and it sucks cause what if they're just confused and i've been telling them to be honest since the beginning like if they really like me or if they're just lonely, but they always say they like me so idk. BUT THEY MADE ME A FUCKING PLAYLIST LIKE WTF AND ITS LIKE 7 HOURS TOO LIKE BRO PLEASE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH LIKE feelings and romantic relationship aside they're a great friend but i really fucking like them ughhhhhh i know i keep saying it but like honestly if they keep doing the nice shit they do, because they say so many things that make me go all 💞🦋💞🦋🌻💓💘💕✨🦋✨💕💫💗🌻🌹💗🌺🦋🌼🦋🦋🦋💘💘🌼🌺💖✨💞💓💕💖✨🌸🌹i'm going to end up falling in love and that's literally so fucking terrifying. they also literally live in a whole ass other country. sigh it's just so hard. someone help idk what to do :(
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