through the phone | mileven texting au

twenty-seven

my dummy 💖

i'm sorry
for the last 2 weeks i discovered something and it was just hard.
till today i'm still trying to deal with it and it's still really really hard but i want you to know it had nothing to do with you.
i didn't want to scream at you like that but i really had no one to express my feelings to and well you were there.
i'm still trying to deal with it so i'm sorry if i lash out again.

it's okay
i knew you were going through something
it's just hard because i don't know what it is and i don't know how to support you

i don't need you support me mike
i just wanted you to know that if i lash out that it's not your fault because it's not

then who's is it
i'm sure you don't lash out for no reason

i'm very complicated mike, i am.
which is why i need time also
so i'm sorry if i'm very moody

you don't have to be
i understand okay?
are you okay now though?

no
but we all have our days right?

are you crying?

no
i'm just working out some stuff rn
school has been killing me too so that sucks since everything else is too

i'm sorry

it's all good
i need to go
can we text later?

sure definitely

okay bye 🤍

bye el ❤️
(seen 5:37pm)

can we ft?

sure?
something wrong?

nope
wanna talk

alright

incoming facetime my dummy 💖

facetime accepted

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mikes eyes widen, "oh my god, el." he breathes out once he sees her

her eyes were still red and puffy, she had giant eye bags and black under eyes from the lack of sleep she was having.

her hair was currently put into a messy bun and she had her glasses on.

her hands were tugging on the hem of her sweatshirt sleeves as she placed the phone on her desk.

"yeah i'm a mess i know." she pushes the glasses up from the bridge of her nose before taking a deep breath, "look, there's something about me, mike. something that i never really tell anyone about because i have insane trust issues after how my last boyfriend told almost everyone. and because of my insane trust issues i can't tell you it yet. but i have thought it through and.... i want to tell you the next time we meet. is that okay?"

he furrows his eyebrows, "okay? it's more than okay!you willing to tell me is already a huge step. but you don't have to if you don't want to, i'm in no way pushing you." he says as she nods softly