through the phone | mileven texting au

forty-three

pretty girl ❤️

hi
i don't care what you say
i'm coming over rn
i don't care if you're in pain
i don't care at all
i'm coming over to make you feel better
and because i haven't seen you in so long

mike
don't come over
please

babyy
i cant stand you being in pain by yourself
i don't care
im almost there

MIKE
OMG
WHY
mike i'm serious
mike!
answer mike!
oh my fucking god
don't now fucking come over!
(delivered 3:02pm)

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"look i'm sorry." mike opens el front door, "i know, you don't want me here but i just can't stand you being in pain at home alone all day." he walks up to her room

"ha ha, you're ignoring me. i know, i'm in the wrong." he opens her room door, "but again you're in pain and i brought you chocolate- EL WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" his eyes widen seeing her about to slit her wrist

"NO! STOP THAT!" he rushes over to her, snatching the razor blade from out of her hands

she gasps softly, looking up at him, "why did you do that? i told you not to come."

"what are you doing!?" he exclaims

"what do you think?" she asks, clutching her stomach and sitting on the bed, "why did you stop me?" she lays down tiredly in fetal position

"why did i stop you? why did i- el!" he sighs, putting a hand on his forehead

"yeah why did you!? it hurts mike! everything hurts! why couldn't you have just let me GO!" she yells, sitting back up

"because i- because!" he yells

"because what!? i hate myself, i hate my life. school makes me hate myself more and i don't think i can take it much longer!" she exclaims, tears streaming down her face

"erica sends me messages each day reminding me how much of a bitch i am and well i am! i'm a depressed loser! so why do you care!?" she shouts

"because i fucking love you!" he blurts out quickly

he gasps, he wasn't supposed to say that so soon.

"you what?" she breathes out, "what did you just say?"

"i said i... i love you." he whispers, avoiding eye contact with her

"say it again. i don't believe you." she whispers

"i love you." he looks into her eyes

she lets out a soft gasp, covering her mouth, "you're not lying?" she asks

"no. why would i be?" he asks

"mike i-" she starts

"you don't have to say it back, el. i'm not forcing you." he cuts her off

"no, mike. i love you too." she whispers

"wait what?" his eyes widen

"yeah. weird right, i-i never felt this way. something about you, the way you treat me... i don't know. you're not like any other person i've been with." she whispers as he walks over to her as hugs her gently

"if you didn't come over just now and if i wasn't about to you know what, would you have told me?" she asks

"probably not. i would be scared to scare you away." he mumbles

"you will never scare me away." she whispers, playing with his hair as they lay down

"i'm sorry." she mumbles against his neck

"for what? you were in a dark place. don't be sorry, you can't help it. i'll just help you through it all because i'll never leave you." he whispers, rubbing her back softly

"yeah right. ah shit!" she clutches her stomach and hisses in pain

"i brought you chocolate, does it help?" he asks

"never tried it but sure why not." she grits through her teeth

"okay um, they're like s'mores. it has a little bit of marshmallow and crackers in it." he tells her, standing up to grab it

"that is exactly s'mores!" she scoffs

"i can see you are very moody." he hands her the chocolate, "here, baby."

"thanks." she smiles

"when does your thingy end?" he asks, laying back besides her

"in like 4 days, why?" she eats the chocolate

"nothing. just wanted to know when we could- you know- do the thingy thingy." he leans against her

"perv!" she shoves him as he chuckles

"it was a appropriate question to ask." he smiles as she rolls her eyes

"just shush." she holds a finger to his lips

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mike the dummy 👊🏻💖

home ❤️

okay 🥰🥰

babyyy
you going to school tmr?

probs
tmr is not a heavy day my bb

what is a heavy day

never mind
anyways i am better so yeah

yay that's good ❤️❤️

mhm
imma get ready for bed
night night 😩🥰

goodnight ❤️
oh and love you 💖

🙄🙄
love you too dummy 😤
(seen 10:29pm)

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a/n: short chapter sorry