through the phone | mileven texting au

twenty-one

** TRIGGER WARNING **

clingy bb 💖

morning pretty girl
i have a test later and i feel like i'm gonna die
i may have forgot to study because i have been facetiming you too much
but it's okay because i like facetiming you
helloooo?
ellll?
oh you're not awake
but it's 8 child
you're running late then
such a bad girl
but have a good day at school ❤️
(delivered 8:02pm)
hellooo
it's me again
why you not replying, baby 🥺
making me very sad
are you okay?
it's lunch and i'm missing you
i think i did well on my test though
please reply
i'm very sad right now 😔
(delivered 12:09pm)
ell
you're scaring me
you didn't say hi to me today
you didn't text me
you're scaring me
do i need to drive to new castle?
are you kidnapped?
babyyyyyy

hey it's liv, el can't talk right

why?

just some stuff
i'll tell her to text later
and stop spamming her
it's making both of us go crazy

well she wasn't replying!
is she okay?

no idea
finding out now
gtg bye

alright then

~
liv carefully puts el's phone down before sitting down on the bed right next to her.

"el, baby, can you tell me what happened?" liv asks

el sighs, letting out a small sniffle.

"okay, just sit up first." liv says, helping el up as she lays on her shoulder

"what happened? why are you crying? is it erica again? if it is i'll go beat that bitch up real quick." liv says as el shakes her head

"so? what is it? is it the rain?" liv asks

"a little." el whispers

"just a little? then what is it?" liv asks

"i-i have this c-crave lately. i don't really understand it." el mumbles

"a crave for men? because same." liv jokes, trying to lighten the mood but el doesn't laugh making her frown quickly

"no. a-a crave f-for-" el stutters

"el? what is it?" liv asks, looking down at her as she grows more concerned by the second

"i-its like a crave i had months ago. a c-crave for death." el whispers the last word as liv lets a small, soft gasp

"i think..... liv, i think i want to die." el looks up at her

"no. don't say that. you don't mean that, el!" liv turns to sit in front of her

"i don't know, liv! it's something i feel inside me and i don't understand it but every time i hear the word death or think about it, i just- i feel something. i don't know what it is and it's driving me crazy! fuck, liv. it's driving me crazy!" el sobs as liv hugs her quickly

"it's okay, i'm here for you. i'm here and i always will be." liv rubs her back

"did you tell your dad about this? liv asks as el shakes her head