"oh my god, JUST FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY!" erica screamed across the cafeteria at el
el bites her lip, looking down and staying quiet.
she went to the doctors a few days ago.
"so what's happening to her?" hopper asks as el sats quiet in back of the room, biting down on her fingernail nervously while bouncing her feet up and down, "i-is her bipolar all gone? is it turning into depression? what's happening?"
the doctor fix's her coat, "el still has a bipolar disorder, it's just that she used to be more mania then depressed. now, her mania is starting to turn to depression as well and her..." he gives el a glance, "self-injury's are one of the symptoms."
"no but why is this suddenly happening? she's been fine for like 11 years." hopper says
"we don't know but it could be a extreme trigger or maybe some things she has heard that put her in this state. el, sweetie, did anyone say anything to you that could have possibly made you do it?" the doctor asks
el shakes her head slowly, still biting her nails, "no one." she mumbles, "it was all me."
the doctor sighs, looking back at hopper, "at this stage, we really encourage medication. it will really help her and bring back who she truly was." the doctor suggests
"el, are you sure about this?" hopper asks, making sure her daughter was truly sure about this decision
"yes." el whispers
back to now.....
liv slams her palms onto the table before standing up and turning around to face erica, "what the fuck did you just say?"
"liv, stop. sit down." el mumbles
"no, she can't say that. boys?" liv claps her hand as the whole hockey team stands up
"guys, sit down. just ignore her." el tugs on liv's shirt
"el, look what she had done to you! i need her to pay for hurting my best friend!" liv whisper shouts
"but she hadn't done anything. it's all me, liv." el tells her with pleading eyes
"no el, it's not." liv says before storming off to erica's table
jackson and matt slides to sit next to el, "you might wanna turn around and cover your ears." jackson says
"what have i done?" she mumbles, hiding her face into her palms as her elbow rests on the table
"nothing! it's all erica's fault!" matt exclaims
"how? this wouldn't have happened if i wasn't here." el grabs her bag before standing up
"oh my- liv, stop!" el runs over to her, "don't do this for me! you're no better than her!" el stops liv once she saw her and erica fighting aka pulling each other's hair and some slapping
"come here." el grabs liv's hand before dragging her out of the cafeteria, the boys following along
"what is wrong with you!?" el shoves liv, "what has gotten into you!? that was not the liv i know because the liv i knew would have respected my decision and left it all alone." el scolds
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