I Heart You Brother!!! <3

11-Confessions

-Carrie/Azalea-

"I'm fine, Luke." For the nth time I assured him.

"No you're not. You almost drowned. You almost die! Shit! Fuck! You sacred me!" Luke said looking so damn worried. That was a first. I know Luke is weird as his sister but this time, this was the first time I saw this side of his.

Luke decided to bring me here in their tent since the boys were not allowed to went to our tent.

That's the girl's rule.

"You're soaking wet." He open his duffle bag and pulled out a shirt. "Here wear this."

For real? I'm going to wear his shirt? Those shirt that I actually copied and printed for my shirt so I can take a picture of me wearing the same shirt he wears?! Are you catching up, guys?

He.Want.Me.To.Wear.His.Shirt!

I always did that and everytime I'll post it, I always put a caption:

'Luke and I wearing a couple shirt'

Don't laugh. That's a fangirl thing.

I was about to wear it when Luke stopped me. "You can't wear it if you don't removed your shirt. It'll get wet."

And my cheeks blushed. He's asking me to remove my shirt. News flash! Luke is asking me to remove my shirt!

Oh my God. I have a dirty mind!

Then what's next? I already watched this kind of scenes in the movies. When the girl removed her shirt the boy will feel the urge to kiss her. Then they'll make out.

Opps... not just in the movies but also from the books I have read.

That's a guy's move.

"I know what you're thinking. Come on, I'm not going to do that. Not now. Not with you." He said direct to the point.

What? What did he said? Did I heard it right? I don't know what should I think. I'm glad he doesn't have those kind of thoughts in his mind but what he said was... he said I'm not worth making out with?!

"You mean not with me?" I repeat clarifying what he just said.

"Yeah. Wait. You take it... differently from what I mean." He said as he get what I'm pointing to.

"I know what you mean. You mean that you don't have any plans to make out with me." I said firmly emphasising the words 'with me'.

"I mean, I don't want to... you know, did that to you. I respect you. I respect you as Calum's sister and... as a woman." He said sincerely touching my cheek. "I respect you so damn much."

"Really?"

"Yeah, but if you want to then, hell yes! I would love to." He said playfully with a smirk in his lips. "Do you want to---"

"Shut up, Hemmy!" I covered my face because I know for sure it's tuning red now. "I don't want to hear it!"

"What? Did I--" I cut him off. His making fun with me.

"Stop it!" I said covering my ears. He hold both of my wrist and removed my hands from my ear.

"Come on, look at me. Look at me, Carrie... look at my eyes.."

I'm looking Luke and I think I going to pee on my pants. I'm melting!

"Tell me, did I offend you? I'm sorry I just... you know I don't know what to do. I'm not into woman..."

My eyes grew wider. Not into woman?! Not into woman! Is he... is he gay?! Oh no! Oh shit!

"Jesus. I know what you're thinking again! I'm not a gay." He faced palm. "I don't know, I'm not a woman-person. You know I'm kinda weird like my sister." He chuckled. "Geez, I don't know what should I do to you. Those... those innocent looks... it's making my heart beats fast."