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-Carrie/Azalea -

I thought tossing and turning on my bed is the great idea to fall asleep but I guess it's not. I even re-read my favorite book, 13 Reasons Why, but it doesn't even help me.

Why I did that in the first place?

I'm still thinking about what happened earlier in their secret tree house. The kiss that, I, myself did.

Is that what he felt when he stole my first kiss? Is it the same. You just feel the urge to kiss someone with no definite reason?

"Aw shit! I shouldn't done that!"

I heard a couple of knock on my door and at first I thought it was Calum but he's not. Well, I just thought that he can't sleep as well because of what happened. Brah. I just thought.

"Mom?" I said that made me stood up in suprise. She's looking so sad and tired. Maybe she's still cant get over about what happened.

Me too. I still feel the anger inside me.

"Can we talk?" Mom asked coming inside my room. I didn't answer but rather sit down on my bed and look at her.

"I know it's still hard for you. I understand that you can't forgive me. I know it hurts but I regret it. From the day I sent you away... I regret it." She move close to me and hold my hands and kneeled down. "I'm so sorry..."

My tears fell slowly from the side of my face reason for me to turn away. I hate it when someone plead at me. It's hard for me too.

"You sent me away. You made me feel unwanted." I whispered. "I hate you for doing that. Im sorry if I cant forgive you... I can't fogive you like what Calum did."

Yes. Calum forgave them. But he never forgive his real parents. My Papa and Mama. Just like me, I can't forgive my real parents but I already forgave the parents that took care of me.

We feel the same way. We're both mad to the family who sent us away but not to the family that took care od us.

"I know and I understand... but I want you to know that... in time you have to choose. Between us and your family in the Philippines." She said that made me look at her. "If you choose us... you still need to choose between us and Calum." This time my eyes widen.

What does she mean?

"What..."

"I know what's going on the two of you. From the first time you saw him. And that very moment I know Calum is interested at you." She slightly smile telling me that it's okay that she knew it. "No matter how you say that Luke is the one you like... I can feel it. Mom can feel it."

Maybe it's what we call mother instinct.

"Is that why you told me that Calum is a nice guy? Is that why you told me those things? The future purposes, you said?" I asked clarifying what she's talking about.

She nod.

"I'm sorry about what you are going through." She place her hands on my cheeks letting me to look into her eyes. "No mattet what your decision is, I will support you. There's no right or wrong decision. It's up to you to make it feel right."

And with what she said, I smiled. She's my mom. I feel it, finally.

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"Oh my God! I thought I saw again a panda!" Candice exclaimed the moment she saw me walking downstairs. I just rolled my eyes and made my way to the kitchen.

Which is not the best idea since Calum drinking his coffee.

Uh-oh. This is... awkward, awkward, awkward.

"Hey..." He said that froze me.

No. Don't talk to me about it.

I'm blushing.

"Ohh... hi.." I laugh awkwardly.

"About what happened last night I---"

"YOU WHAT?!" I said still in my shocked face. (⊙o⊙)？

He chuckled. "About the----"

"ABOUT WHAT?!" Still in my 'no-dont-mention-the-you-know-what' look.

"About the ki----"

"La la lalalalaaaaaalallala" I sing-song covering my ears. And he laughed.

"He--- hey!" He hold my eyes and force me to look at him that heated my cheeks. Oh my G! I'm blushing.

"What?" (⊙o⊙)

"Listen up. I didn't take it seriously. Well, I was shocked but... it was nothing so... no need to blush and become so shy about it."

But it's everything to me. I mean, I gathered my confidence and strength just to do it.

"Th--then... tha---that's good..." I said stuttering. He placed his hand on my head and smiled.

"It's a great day Carrie. Good morning. "

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Later that afternoon, I received a text from a stanger. Yeah stranger because she's a strange woman. An insane one.

Meet me at the park today.

Faye x

I walked straight to the park since it was near in our house. I didn't told about it to Calum because I dont want him to worry.

I could see from afar is a woman wearing a short shorts and a pink floral tank-top.

"What do you need?" I said as I approached her.

"Good to see you." She said with a fake smile.

"Don't play with me, Faye. Spill it out."

She laughes. An evil laugh. "Come on... you didn't know? After flirting with my boyfriend, now you're asking me why I want to see you?" This time she move a little bit closer that scared me but I didn't let her to see it. "I want to slap you bitch."

"I didn't do anything so stop being so childish." I said trying to cover up my intimidation.

"You're lucky aren't you? You became the sister of the bassist of 5sos. Well except for that. You have both Luke and Calum."

I dont know what she's pointing to do but I dont like the feeling.

"You stole my boyfriend, you slut!" She push me slightly but it didn't make me move.

"Cut the drama! I didn't stole your boyfri---"

"You stole him! You better celebrate now, bitch. You won over me. But it will end. Sooner or later." She move her face closer to mine that intimidates me even more. "Get your ass back to the Philippines. Haven't heard about first love never dies? Well, condolences to your heart, Azalea." And with that, she walk pass through me.

"I'm not lucky. I'm blessed for having the two of them." I said that made her stop.

"What---"

This time I turn to look at her. "Yeah, I heard about it. And if first love never dies... I'm willing to kill you a thousand times just to make sure you're not coming back."

I take the courage to walk pass through her and shove her away.

I won bitch take that in your mind.

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A/n: Yeah take that bitch! Ha!
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