𝘽𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙒𝙖𝙨𝙝

𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑔𝑒 ♡︎

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With every second that went by you grew more anxious...

what was he going to say to you once he arrived at your home... was he going to argue with you... or worse break up with you...

Not only were you nervous about what would go down once he finally knocked on your door, but you were also hurt by what he said...

"Because you're fucking insane!"

How could someone so kindhearted as Koshi, as your boyfriend call you insane!

You might come off a little crazy but that was all because you loved him.

You watched the clock as time passed by. It was already 2 hours since your lover told you to go home, you were worried he wouldn't come. Leading you to fall back into your thoughts.

This reminded you of your relationship with Lev. Well, the part when Suga called you insane at least.

It was after a year of dating Lev when he snapped and told you something was wrong with your behavior.

You didn't repeat the same actions with Koshi as you did with Lev. In fact, you would say you had your guard up with Lev even more.

Checking his phone whether he was aware or not

Following him everywhere

Chasing off every girl that he seemed a little too friendly with...

You didn't watch him as he slept like how you do with Koshi, but you did have a couple of his things stored inside your closet, that he probably didn't know you took.

After Lev called you out, you learned to give Koshi his space... sometimes... you thought you were the ideal girlfriend... so why would he yell at you...

You got up from the couch and made your way to your bedroom. You were tired of thinking of Koshi, so decided to participate in one of your favorite hobbies... looking at his photos and things in your closet. A harmless activity in your eyes.

As soon as you entered your room, you rushed to your closet and pulled out the hidden box filled with your boyfriend's remembrance, and placed it on your carpeted floor in front of your bed.

You sat with excitement as you hurried to open the box and gladly went through the pictures and objects. As you pulled out an off-guard photo Koshi your mind again started to think about what he told you some time ago.

"You like a stalker Y/N!"

Having photos of him hidden in your closet was perfectly normal...Why would he think that's stalker behavior...

you weren't going to lie... his words did hurt you...but part of you thought Koshi was just confused... your way of love was very different...

When you were a kid your parents spent little to no time with you, and always had someone babysit you as a kid, so showing this much affection to Koshi was just a sign of your love. It was your love language... he just didn't understand, you thought before putting the photo back in the box along with everything else you had taken out.

After neatly putting away your box, you went back downstairs to get your phone and check up on your beloved boyfriend.

At first, you were hurt by his words, calling you insane only brought memories from Lev. But now, after thinking it over with yourself, you concluded the Koshi was the one confused.

He had mistaken your Love for insanity. If anything he was in the wrong. Making you doubt your love for him... hurting your feelings...

You grabbed your phone and before you could even open it you saw a notification from your one and only.

'I'll be there in ten minutes

It read which brought a smile to your face. How could you think your boyfriend, the love of your life, ever bail out on you!

You sat back on the couch, but this time without any worry.

You had a plan ready for when he came home to you.

You would hear what he had to say, and then simply correct him. Tell him that he had mistaken your love language for insanity.

And then he would understand... right

And all the debates in your mind about whether he would break up with you or not was also cleared.

How could Koshi ever leave you?

You're perfect!

A sweet girlfriend with a difficult-to-understand way of showing love...right?

Yes, every relationship has its ups and downs...

This was just a small conflict!

You love him.

And even if he did want to leave you... you didn't want to leave him...

If he left, you would follow him. Simple.

You learned from your past relationships that if don't want the person the leave... just don't let them leave.

Or was that's just something you made up in your head?

Anyway

If you would've followed Lev after he left you, you guys would've still been together...

But then again, you're happy that Lev left, because now you have Koshi!

And if Koshi ever breaks up with you, you'll just follow him... or even better, you just won't let him leave...

Before you could ponder further you heard a knock at your door.

Without hesitation, you jumped up from the couch and went to the door.

Finally, he came, time to clear this whole situation up...

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Authors note:

Idk, tonight I just felt like typing🕴🏿

Anyways I'll be updating another chapter for this story very soon, and probably updating my other stories tomorrow 🐒

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