No Accidental Meetings With Souls (Tony Stark x reader)

Visions

Tony's POV:

I was walking with Morgan, in the same forest in which I and Pepper had owned a cabin. It was before I moved in to the tower. I left it because I felt alone if not for Morgan. Morgan's 9 now. As I walked, I came across that cabin. Then I saw a woman with a 5 yr old boy. The boy left the woman's grip and turned his head excitedly towards the cabin.

"Mommy, look!" The boy pointed at the cabin. "Let's go in there! I wanna play in there!" The woman bent down and looked at him.

"Alex, baby, no. We don't own the place. It's not right......" The woman explained. The boy named Alex huffed.
"Mommy, you're no fun! Auntie Y/N would've let me go in and play, you know that I love mysterious places! Let me go!" My eyes widened when I heard Y/N's name.

Was he talking about my Y/N? The love of my life? Morgan looked at me.

"Daddy I wanna play with him." She said. I just smiled. I continued to watch them.
"Auntie Y/N wouldn't do that! You said we'll go to the park not here!" I furrowed my eyes. Was my Y/N, this boy's aunt? I walked towards them.

"It's ok, you can let him go, it's safe." I told the woman. The woman had an apologetic look.
"I'm sorry if it's your property, sir. My child... he's just... you know..." She trailed off.
"I get it, even I have a daughter." I said. I turned to see Morgan talking to the boy and playing.
"Thank you, very much! Victoria Lincoln and that's my son Alex Lincoln." She  introduced.
"Tony Stark and my daughter Morgan." I replied and gave out a hand.
"Oh, um, nice to meet you Mr. Stark." She said whilst shaking my hand.
"Have a family?"
"Ah, yes, a brother, Patrick and a sister, Y/N. You?" I frowned a bit. I thought she was talking about my Y/N. But turns out it's just another girl named Y/N Lincoln.
"It's just me and Morgan. I had an amazing girlfriend, name's Y/N. I lost her... y'know the couple problems." I lied through my gritted teeth. Her eyes widened a bit but she smiled kindly.
"Yeah, same with my ex-husband." She agreed. We had a good chat. I left with Morgan to the tower.

***

As soon as I reached the tower, I went for the lab. To find Y/N. I started working on the things I've found suspicious. The famous assassin Black-Bolt had appeared like a few months after Y/N's disappearance. Mathew Crimson, Fury's "trusted" agents, had also gone missing. I furiously typed along as Bruce came in.

"Tony you gotta stop, she's gone. We did everything we could. You might lose your brain with this research." He complained.
"Oh yeah, Bruce I love her! If she's dead, I'll know it! I'm her soulmate and I-I know she's not gone. She's somewhere, we're missing that somewhere..." I said as tears streaked my cheeks. "I think something is up with Hydra..." I continued.

"Wait... I think you maybe right." Bruce sat next to me. I know you aren't dead, Y/N, I know you aren't...

***************************At the Hydra Base*********************

You furiously punched the punching bag. It wasn't like you were angry. You were stressed, stressed by the flashbacks of Tony Stark. You remember you had seen him when you were in your first day at prison, when you had a lot of doubts about your life itself.

"Oh Y/N, I miss you, darling. My only white rose in a million of red ones. I don't like to see you tired. Go and sleep, I'm always here... To protect you from anything. I love you so much."

"Night, night, my lovely Y/N... You'll always be the woman I love."

"I can't allow a gorgeous lady like you to take someone else's hand other than me."

"Believe me, sweetcheeks, you do and you do so better than me."

"For you always."

Those sentences... they echoed in you brain. They kept doing it, you kept ignoring them. But now, you couldn't. At first, you thought your brain is playing with you. Now, they haunt you. As if they are trying to tell you something and they won't leave you until you get message.

It was not like you had met Tony Stark. But it was like, you were in love with him at a point in your life and he loved you too. His smile, his eyes, his touch, his everything made you feel home. You had a life before and no one was ready to admit it.

Out of frustration, you kicked the bag and it swung so hard, it's metal chains whipped your head pushing you to the ground. And again those fucking visions.

*Vision*

"You stupid brat! What did I tell you about serving our food!" Your 'mother' yelled at a 12 yr old you.

"T-to serve it on time an*hiccup* and make su-sure that i-it doesn't b-burn." You stuttered, in the verge of crying.

"And what did you do?!" Your 'mother' furiously asked.

"I-I ser-served it late and......and burnt it." You barely whispered. Your 'mother' gritted her teeth and took out a belt from the drawer.

"You are an animal, sweetie. A wild one. And you know what they say.........wild animals need to be tamed." She turned you around and whipped your back, as you screeched.

"Please! I beg you please let me go! I-I won't trouble you I promise!" You begged, your waterworks at its peak. But she only chuckled.

" A mistake has no right to beg or cry. Better shut up or I can promise you this will get more and more better for me."

*Vision over*

You felt a hand on you shoulder. You jumped and aimed a gun on your intruder's head.
"Relax, wonder woman. It's me." You meet up to face Patrick. You realized you were sweating, and on the verge of almost crying.
"What's wrong? Is something bothering you?" He asked, concerned of your current situation.
"N-nothing," You answered.
"An assassin like you doesn't show fear like you did, Y/N, you were almost crying and sweating. That means something is wrong." He pressed.
"Let's get straight to the point. Did I have a life before?" You asked sternly. His expression hardened as he looked at you in shock.
"W-what do you mean? You are my sister of course." He lied but you could sense it being the highly trained spy you were.
"Don't play coy with me Patrick! Of course you fucking know it! Tell me did I have a life before?!" You yelled.
"I have no hell of an idea about what on this goddamn earth you are talking about!" He raised his voice at you, on the face.
"Oh really? Then please do tell me why do I see Tony Fucking Stark in my dreams,visions, in... in my everything?! Tell me did I have an affair with him?! Tell me why do I feel like I love him? Tell me why, why does he haunt me?" Your voice died down. Tears threatening to escape your eyes...

"You know it.......You just don't want to tell me, don't you?" You hissed.

"Can't believe you are such a dick!" You spat and pushed past him. Patrick was taken aback by your actions. Of course he knew. But he couldn't allow you to know. For the sake of Hydra... He couldn't.

"Darson!" He called. "We have a soulmate problem..."