No Accidental Meetings With Souls (Tony Stark x reader)

AVENGERS-ULTRON WAR II

A/N: Ok. Before you read this story, you gotta admit......... Those goddamn eyes 🥺🥺. Plus, I really cried in front of my mom while writing this. The feels here.......oh god, not again........ Imma gonna cry again 😖😫😭

"Morgan H. Stark."
"2018- 2027."
"The Young Unforgotten Hero."

You stared at those words, that was engraved on the tombstone. It was 3 weeks since Morgan died. Most Avengers came back to New York, to attend Morgan's funeral. Some stayed in Canada, watching out for Ultron, and also because they weren't ready to bear the pain of the death of a young mind. Everyone mourned her loss. And you, you had taken the worst hit. You barely ate food, talked to anyone or smiled or laughed. You kept blaming yourself. Only Tony could support you, and that also didn't help you much. You missed her so much.

You remembered, when you were fighting, Morgan had told you she lost both her plushies. When you went back to the tower, you found them in the corner of the lab, under a few suit models. You took out both, the Iron-Man plush and the Spider-Man plush, from your coat, smiling a bit. You set them down at her grave.

"Rest my princess..." You whispered, pain evident in your voice, also expressing how you didn't want to accept reality. You were the only one left in the cemetery after everyone left. Tony was waiting for you, sitting in the driver's seat, just staring out of the windshield. You walked to the car and took a seat as Tony drove. There was an unusual silence settling between you two.

"I'm sorry..." You said, softly, deciding to break the silence, while squeezing Tony's hand, a bit.
"It's not your fault." He replied.
"Everyone says that, Anthony." You sighed "If only I could reverse time and maybe I could've stopped her from attempting in such a goddamn idiotic fight... I could've protected Morgan and stayed by her side... I could've-... No, I should've done those things. If only for that one stupid mistake," You whispered, almost inaudible but the shakiness that was present, gave away.
"It's not on you, it's on Ultron." He said, emphasizing the word "Ultron". You shook your head and stared out of the window. A sudden thought hit you like a brick.
"I should die..." You said. Tony halted the car and looked at you.
"What?" He asked, his voice shaking.
"You know what I said... I should die. I killed so many people. I brought you and the others, so much pain. What reason in this world will support the fact that I should live? Nothing. Tony, I can't see you in pain. Sometimes, when I think of it, it's all on me because it's always me. It's just too much. I shouldn't be alive. I've done crimes that even the world's most wanted criminal wouldn't do. I'm a monster," You said. Tony turned you towards him, he took your hand in his, his thumb brushing your engagement ring while the other brushing your soulmate mark. He looked at you again, teary-eyed, then hugged you tightly.

"Why? Why'd you thought it's all on you? Darling, I'd never blame you on anything. I'm not ready to lose you after Morgan. You are my world. Surely we've made mistakes, but that's what makes us human. Without them, I wouldn't be Iron- Man, I wouldn't have been with you. Without them, I would've been the same playboy, not a lover. I would've never understood the meaning and beauty of love. I say this every day, and never ever do I feel bored of saying this because it's always you." He gave you a brief kiss. "I love you, always and forever, Y/N, and that's never gonna change, ever." He whispered. You nodded before kissing him once more.
"I love you too....." You whispered. He drove back to the tower. You guys got out of the car and headed to the tower to pack your stuff. For Canada. More specific. For Ultron

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Time Skip
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You and Tony entered Calvin's destroyed home. You had promised him, he'd get a better home. And a better job. Helen helped the other Avengers and the Shield agents who were wounded. Not everyone was in a good state. Not to forget about Morgan. Steve walked up to Tony.