Soulmates By Choice

[38] asshole

                            Baku pov.
                               
I woke up on the couch. My eyes felt like they were glued shut, my mouth and throat dry,. God I feel like shit. I remembered what happened before I fell asleep.

"Don't fucking touch me. and don't come here with that it's gonna be ok crap"

"You're in no position to talk."

"You can go be happy with your dad's and leave me the fuck alone"

"fucking leave me alone"

Now I don't feel like shit anymore I feel like a complete dick. Thought my blurry vision I still saw the hurt in her eyes yet she still pulled me into her arms.

I made her cry. I remembered feeling her tears land on the back of my head. I even felt her slightly shaking from crying but tried to hold it back.

Shit I'm an ass of a boyfriend. "Oh you awake I made your favorite spice curry don't worry I remembered to add extra spice to yours" She smiled walking into the living room.

I couldn't even bring myself to look at her forget even her eyes. I was a complete asshole to her and she still goes a head and makes me my favorite food. I really don't deserve this shit.

She came up to me putting the bowl in my hands. "You need to eat ok?" I still didn't look at her only took the bowl as she plopped down next me a bowl in her hands too.

"How are you feeling?" Why was she doing this? I was cruel to her she didn't deserve it at all. I don't deserve her."Suki..." . "I'm not ok not one bit" I snapped at her.

Her eyes went big out of shock but looked down at her bowl moving her spoon around. "I know it was a dumb question I'm sorry"

Fuck. You did it again fucking idiot. Why is she apologizing she didn't do anything wrong. I'm the asshole. I should be apologising. I ment to say I'm not ok because of what I'd did to her. I'm such a mess right now

We sat in silence with the exception of the clicking of dishes. I Felt the couch rise as she stood up taking her now empty bowl with her.

"Hey make sure you eat all you curry ok? I'll be back I'm just gonna go to the store really quick before it closes there's more in the pot on the stove take some more" with that she went into the kitchen and soon came out.

Sliding on her shoes and grabbing her bag and keys she heard for the door. "If you need anything just call my phone's always on. See you. I love you Katsuki"

The last words I completely broke down. Waiting until I was sure she was going before letting my sobs become audible.

I really don't deserve her.

                                Kiri pov.
                              
I went to my car and hopped in driving down the farmiliar road. I stopped at the store to pick up a few things. The continued my journey  to an all so familiar house. Getting out I locked the car after getting all the bags from the back. I walked up to the door.

After I knocked an nobody answered I slowly opened the door which was unlocked. Making my way in and locking it behind me. I took of my shoes and set the bags down on the table

I knew she was home because her car was here maybe she's just asleep. "Hello is anybody home" I made my way round the house and stopped at an the big brown door.

There we're muffled sobs on the other side. Slowly I opened the door and rushed to the bed wrapping my arms around the sobbing woman on the bed.

"Masura?" It made my heard break. "No it's Ejira" I said softly. She sat up and man she looked horrible. Her eyes were red and puffy and had some smeared makeup across her face.

"Hey hey it's ok I'm here" I said hugging her tighter and letting her cry on my shoulder. "He's gone" she sobbed. "I know I'm so sorry" I said stroking her ash blonde hair what was suprisingly softer than Katsuki's.

I let her cry until her sobs quieted down. Like Katsuki, then I let go walking into the bathroom that was attached to the room. Coming out with a cloth I cleaned the makeup all over her face and  then helped her stand up.

"Hey why don't you take a bath and I'll make you something to eat?" I smiled sadly. "Thank you Ejira I really do appreciate it but what about Katuki?" She choked out between soft sobs.

I bit my tongue before answering her "He's ok.... just needs to be alone right now though. Now go on" I gently smiled opening the bathroom door for her.

Making my way down to the kitchen taking out the things I bought out of the bag. Having recalled the time at one of our family dinners she said. "I'd die for spicy ramen" I chuckled and began making it hoping to make her feel better.

The Bakugo's were an amazing family and didn't deserve this loss at all. But I'm going to be here for both of them. I knew Saisa and the rest would if they weren't so far away.

I pulled out bowls when I heard footsteps coming down the hall. Mitsuki came down the hall looking a little better . She still looked tired but her eyes weren't as red and puffy and she had a clean set of clothes.

"Oh thank you so much" she said as I handed her a bowl. "No problem at all I'm here for you" I smiled at her. "Katuski is one lucky guy" she smiled.

"Oh you flatter me now come on eat I have somewhere I wanna take you" she perked up raising an eyebrow."There are no people there so I'm sure you'll love it"

Once she was done we hopped into my car and I began to drive. We drove in a comfortable silence with soft music playing in the background. Once we got there she stepped out and I led her up the hill. "Wow this is amazing" She gushed.

"Mhmm I used to come here all the time to clear me head and just relax something you need to do" I smiled at her. "Thank you I don't know how I'd ever repay you"

"Oh no no you don't have you" I said waving my hands. "But-" I cut her off. "We're family there's no need" I insisted. "Right I'm still super greatful"

We sat for a while and at a point she told me lots of stories about Masura I really wish I'd gotten a chance to know him better he sounded like an amazing man. We lost track of time and left when it was completely dark out.

I drove her back home. Outside her door was a green haired woman I'd recognized as Midorya's mother. "Oh Mitsu I was so worried. I came from work when I heard the new but you weren't here so I panicked" she said rushing to Bakugou's mom.

"Oh Inko I was with Ejira here she came to check on me earlier" Mitsuki sais as the shorter woman hugged her. "Oh thanks for waking care of her" she smiled at me. "No problemo that's what family's for but I'm gonna go check on Suki now"

I left promising to come check up on her tommorow before driving home. Honestly I was a little sad Suki didn't even call me out of concern that I was at the "store" for five hours. He must have fallen asleep.

On the way home my I got a call from papa. I put him on speaker. "Hey Pa how are you?" I asked. "Good what about you?" His cheery voice chirped. "Good...I don't know if you heard but Katsuki's dad....he umm passed in the plane crash away earlier today"

I heard a gasp and murmers from the other side probably him talking to Auntie Cally and dad. "That's horrible we'll make sure to check on Misuki" he said. "Yea I just did but I think it'd be good for her" I sadly smiled.

"What about Katuki how is he doing?" Dad asked. "Oh well he's taking it a bit harder I guess...he needed some time to himself so I left to go check on Mitsuki" I sighed.

"Oh alright well I'm glad to here you're still there for him." Papa murmered. "Mhmm anyway I'm on the road so I'll call you later Yea?" I said.

"Oh no no pebble don't talking and drive bye be safe we love you" then he hung up. I chuckled at my Papa's antics.

What happened was stuck in my head but I intend to keep the promise I made no matter what.