𝓢𝓽𝓾𝓹𝓲𝓭 𝓖𝓲𝓻𝓵!

C40 Christmas

(Warning: Mature content)

I found myself waking up but I wasn't alone. I was next to Snape who was sound asleep. I sat up, remembering what had happened. I brushed the ring that was on my finger and smiled. With everything going on with him... With death eaters everywhere he still had planned on proposing. I had to admit it went nicely with Dumbledore's bracelet. I laid back down and his arm went over me. It felt a little chilly in the room but he was warm so I nuzzled into him. I peeked at my watch. "Hey you, it's nine-thirty. It's Christmas Severus..." I whispered and he groaned. "I just need to sleep a little longer..." I shook my head lightly. "Well while you do that, I'm going to go get a change of clothes and shower. Make sure my animals find their treats." He nodded his head and rolled over. It was late when we got back to the castle and we had laid down, heavily making out. I fell asleep in his arms and I can't remember ever sleeping so well.

I left the room, carefully checking for people and I made my way up to Ravenclaw Tower, using Portraits to get there faster. Once I was in the dorm room, I made sure my animals found their treats, grabbed some clean clothes, and grabbed my shower kit. "Ahh.. towel..." I searched and finally found one. I headed to the closest bathroom and decided to take a hot bath. I didn't soak very long and quickly washed my hair and body. I got dressed and headed to the Great Hall. Breakfast was all but empty, a few professors at their respective table ate but no Severus. I gulped down some buttered toast and eggs with some OJ and quickly cleaned my hands and mouth. I wanted to spend just about every minute of today with him. I went back down to the dungeons and crept into his room. I wasn't disappointed when I saw the bed empty. "Good morning." I smiled as he still looked tired. "What's on the agenda for today?" Severus shook his head slowly. "Well if you have no plans then maybe we can stay in today." I walked up to him and he wrapped his arms around me, kissing my forehead gently. "That sounds good... I was having a bad dream.."

I closed my eyes as his cool lips rested on my forehead and his arms gently held me. "I'm sorry, what was the dream about?" I whispered. "The dark lord won and.. he killed you..." I nodded gently against him as he held me tighter. He moved us back over to his bed and we sat down. "I'm still tired, I feel like I didn't get any sleep and I should have with you laying next to me. Talk to me about something.. Distract me from the dream that's still fresh In my mind." I nodded and we laid down, he held me against his chest. Was he really scared? "I've been thinking about when we'd get married. Did you want to after my birthday?" Severus sighed. "Maybe." He seemed ok so I decided to press further. "I don't know Sev, I just know I love you, I want to be with you. I don't care about what others will think." He stiffened and I sighed and leaned up. "It would be better if you weren't my student anymore..." He looked away.."Probably, but do we have the time to worry about that?'' He cupped my face. ''I will marry you one day, there's no rush right now. I know you're scared we'll never be able to with current events going on. We'll find a way.''  I kissed the palm of his hand gently. ''Are you afraid if we rush into it that people will talk?'' He nodded. ''Raylona, regardless of my feelings for you, I'm scared of what they'll call you. Have you never stopped to think that they could call you a whore or a suck-up? You don't want people knowing your Dumbledore's 'daughter' but marrying a professor? They'll rethink the grades you got. The hard work you put in will be seen as me giving you leeway.'' I sighed. ''You're right, I didn't think about that. We could always get married in secret Sev. Elope and nobody has to know.'' I blushed and he smiled, his thumb tracing my lips. ''You don't want the big fairy tale wedding? With all our friends and family?'' I shook my head no. ''I've never really thought about it before but I only have a few family members and a couple of friends. I think I'd be fine marrying you and then continuing the rest of the school year as Raylona Black. No one will know I'll be Raylona Snape. I'll be an adult.'' He kissed my forehead. ''You still have a lot to learn though.'' 

''I know but I'm crazy about you, I'm ready for this. I'm ready for whatever life throws my way as long as I'm by your side. I am so in love with you it hurts me sometimes. I hate when you have to act cold in front of others. I hate when we fight. When we aren't together I feel like a piece of me is missing.'' He softly nodded in agreement. ''It's the same for me.'' He kissed me, slowly at first and casually picking up speed. ''What if they find out?'' I shrugged. ''We'll go to Dumbledore. We'll tell him everything. He'll know what to do.'' He groaned. ''He's my boss Raylona, I think you forget that sometimes. He'll practically be my father-in-law.'' His eyes darkened, and he sat up and turned to me. ''What's wrong?'' He shook his head. ''I think I'm going to take a shower.'' I watched as he got up from the bed and went into his bathroom. I slowly followed him, he looked at me for a moment but sighed as he stripped down. ''Are you upset with me?'' I leaned against the door. ''No, of course not.'' He came over, kissing my forehead. ''Join me.'' He whispered in my ear and nibbled on my ear. I blushed as his hand lifted up my shirt and I raised my arms slowly. He unhooked my bra and went to unbutton my pants. I watched him as he undressed me, he kissed my inner thigh when he removed my undies. I smiled as he lead me to the shower, the hot water hit us both as he took me in his arms. It was the first time I had seen him soaked since the lake incident. He pushed me up against the wall and he kissed my neck and shoulder. I ran my hands over his chest and slowly lowered them. I stopped at his waist, grabbing his soap and lathering it on my hands. He looked at me curiously, I continued down to his member, lathering it slowly which earned me his beautiful moans. Feeling him grow in my hand always made me so excited. I kissed his neck while I worked on him. He started rubbing my breast and pulling my hair. 

I washed him off in the water and slid down his body slowly, he watched me with amusement as I licked around his member, keeping eye contact. He shivered and I fondled his balls as I sucked on him. He sucked in sharply. His fingers slid through my hair. He pulled my head down on him. He started pounding into my head. ''Shit.'' He groaned. ''That feels so fucking good.'' I could barely breathe as he pounded my mouth but it was driving me insane. He growled as he reached down and picked me up, he rested me against the wall and plowed into me, I dug my nails into his back and he moaned lowly in my ear. ''You drive me insane girl, every whimper and moan. The way you move your body. Everything about you.'' He said against my ear. ''The look in your beautiful eyes. The shape of your ears. I can't get enough of you.'' He kissed me harshly, hungrily consuming my lips, and invaded my mouth with his tongue. ''I want every inch of you, every atom.'' He whispered into my ear and it made me shiver. He continued pounding into me and slid out right before he finished, finishing on my stomach. He grabbed my hair and made me look at him, kissing me hard before he slid down my body. He kept me up against the wall, my legs on either side of his shoulders and he started eating me out. I gripped his hair as I moaned wildly. ''Don't stop, don't stop!'' I moved my hips and he slid a finger inside me, it drove me over the edge and I climaxed hard. He let me down and we washed each other again. ''Merlin help me, I love you too much.'' I cupped his face with my hands. ''I don't think that's possible, I feel like I fall in love with you more each day.'' He smiled at me.