Marie's Pov
The Matthew Espinosa
I had mixed emotions right now. he looked at me straight in the eyes while walking but quickly looked down. he bumped into someone. "Watch out doughe." the person said to matt. he just walked away. I sighed. I closed my locker and walked to my next class I walked in and just like last period I was greeted with hellos and how are you's. I sat in the back where there weren't many people. I sat down and looked all threw my bookbag for a pencil. I looked up and looked to my side "Hey do you ha-" I asked but was cut off when I saw a pencil in the persons hand. it's like they read my mind."Uh thanks." I said taking the pencil. "Yeah." he said. I knew that voice. "Matthew?" I asked. he just put his head down. I sighed. his sleeve rolled up and i looked at his arm. I gasped. scars covered his arm. you couldn't even see his real skin anymore there were just scars. I grabbed his arm and rolled the sleeve all the way up. scars. cuts. burns. anything you could think of. a tear fell from my eye. he pulled his arm away quickly. and rolled down his sleeve. "Matt." I said looking at him. "Matthew!" I said louder. he turned to me. "Can you just leave me alone!" he said his voice cracking like he haven't talked in years. "No matt and you know that I'm not just about to drop this." I said. "You don't know what it's like seeing the person you love, love someone else you don't know that feeling. now just leave me alone." he said. I sighed. I turned to the front. the teacher walked in and started the lesson.
*after class*
we all walked out of the classroom. I grabbed matt and pulled him into the janitors closet. I closed the door."Matthew Lee explain Now!" I said firmly. "Marie I need to go." he said. I grabbed his arm. "No until you tell me what the hell is up." I said standing in front of the door. "You know what's wrong. what's wrong is that i love you. I've been trying to get over you but I fucking can't. what's wrong is that it hurts to look at you. it hurts to even say your name knowing that your not mine anymore. ever since what happened I lost all my friends because I acted like a doughe. In school all i do is just get pushed around. that mistake was the worst thing I ever did. I lost what's most important to me and I can't get it back. that's what's wrong." he said pushing past me opening the door and walking out. I was speechless. good thing it was the end of the day. I wanted to see nash.
I looked down and walked out of the janitors closet. I walked outside to see nash leaning against his car talking to no other than the slut that ruined my life
Hayli.
