Marie's Pov
*during car ride*
I told Taylor everything and after that we rode in silence until Taylor cleared her throat and said quietly,"I'm sorry Marie." I didn't even notice that I was crying. I sighed and looked down. "Why does he always do this?" Taylor sighed and said,"It's Matthew honey. One of the most stubborn people you will ever meet." I chuckled a little and put my head down. before I knew it we were parked outside of my house. we got out and went inside. we walked in and saw hayes sitting on the couch watching tv. he saw us and smiled. then he got up and came over to us. "Hey babe." and then he kissed Taylor. wtf. I looked at them confused "Babe?" I asked. "Oh I forgot. I might have, sort of, asked Taylor out while you were gone." he blushed Taylor looked at him with a wide smile on her face. he looked up at her. the way they looked at each other was so passionate. they looked like they loved each other already. they stared at each other like they were the only people in the world. I wanted that. I laughed awkwardly and they looked at me and blushed. I smiled and walked upstairs. I layed down on my bed, put my face in my pillow and screamed. It was muffled so hayes and Taylor didn't hear. I got my phone and opened Twitter. I had a secret Twitter. no one knows it's me. @stupidambitions. I just tweet random quotes and how I'm feeling. I then twitted "Some people just weren't meant to be in love. and I'm one of them." I twitted it and then layed back down. I started to cry until I heard yelling down stairs. I walked to the stairs and saw Matt and hayes yelling at each other. "WHY IN THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" hayes yelled. "IT CAME OUT. I DIDNT MEAN TO SAY IT!" Matt yelled back. I knew he was drunk because he was trying to keep balance and his words were slurred. "HOW THE HELL DID IT JUST COME OUT YOU DRUNK BASTARD!" he yelled back. I walked downstairs and Taylor came over and hugged me while they yelled at each other. "SHUT THE FUCK UP! I DIDNT MEAN TO!!" Matt yelled. I walked over to them but right when Matt was about to hit hayes I jumped up in front of them and BAM. matt punched me hard in the jaw. I fell back and hayes caught me. "SEE WHAT YOU DID?!" Hayes yelled trying to stand me back up. I stood up and looking at Matt. my vision was blurry but I could still see that he had sympathy all over his face. he calmed down and said,"Marie I'm-" I cut him off. "Matt leave. don't come back. don't contact me. don't come over here. don't contact my friends. don't come back. I never want to see you again. leave me alone and let me live my life. I'm taking the test and I'm not telling you if I'm pregnant or not. you won't have custody so it won't matter any ways. now leave. get out of my life."
he looked like he was about to say something back but just sighed and left. Taylor put my arm around her and took me to the kitchen while hayes was going to get some medicine. Taylor sat me down and sat down next to me. "Don't worry about him. he's not worth your time." I smiled lightly and Hayes came back with medicine. I took the pill and went upstairs to go to bed. I walked in my room and sat on my bed. I cried and cried. I finally layed down and went to sleep.
I woke up in the middle of the night and went to my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and said to myself,"Don't cry. your to beautiful for all of this pain. you don't deserve this. you are to gorgeous for all of this bs. and the pain should just go away." then I put the gun up to my head. "and it will." and then I pulled the trigger.
