True but Unrequited

New life or new hell?

Shuhua' POV

<<Ms. Yeh, sorry for interrupting your sleep but your father would like talk to you.>> One of our maids said that really pissed me off.

Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not that type of rich brat that treats people badly, but when it comes to my dad, I really become a brat.

Ever since my mom passed away, everything changed, the mood in the house changed, my dad changed, I changed.

My dad started to focus more on his work and international expansion of our company forgetting that he has a daughter. 

I tried to be more understanding towards my dad, losing his own wife is definitely not a joke, but wouldn't it be worst for me since I lost my mother?
That was something that he didn't get. For him, he was the only suffering the lost between the two of us.

I wake up to these thoughts every freaking day hoping that one day I will be able to be with my mom again and tell her how hard has been since the day she left us.

I snapped out of my little "mental morning diary" to get ready for the day.

<<Tell him that I'm on my way, thank you.>> I said with a little and tired smile.

The maid nodded and bowed before leaving my room.

"What should I wear today?" I thought to myself.

It's not like I have classes today since it's Saturday, so I just voted for some green sweatpants and an oversized hoodie.

As soon as I got downstairs I grabbed a Popsicle, yes I eat that for breakfast whenever I want to annoy my dad.

After that I went to my dad's home office, obviously without knocking.

<<I guess you don't know what "knock before you enter" means right?>> My dad said with his back towards me while he was facing the window.

He reminded me of that type of leader of a gang that "welcomes" his men like that.

<<It's not like I'm one of your employees, this is my house too, unless you want to kick me out.>> I said waiting for him to react.

<<Just sit.>> He said turning around and sitting on his chair.

<<So, what do you want to talk about Mr. "I Forgot I have a daughter"?>> I said mocking while sitting on the chair across his desk putting my feet on it.

He looked at me and raised an eyebrow.

"Maybe he didn't forget that he has a daughter so he's gonna scold me." I thought to myself.

<<Really Shuhua? A popsicle for breakfast?>> He said.

What was I thinking? Of course he would care about the popsicle instead of me.

<<Cut the chase, what do you want?>> I said before continuing eating my "breakfast".

He didn't seem annoyed. The fact that he doesn't scold me, or even find the way I talk to him irritating, is what makes me go nuts the most.

It's like he doesn't care at all.

<<I just want you to inform that we will be leaving for Seoul in two days.>> This old man must be really crazy.

<<We are what?!>> I said removing my feet of his desk.

<<Our investors want to meet with me and they want me there.>> He said roaming around some papers.

<<Well if it's you who they need why would I come too?>> I asked him annoyed, hoping he will change his mind.

<<Because I will be away for more than 5 months, and I can't leave you here alone.>> He said lifting his gaze to me.

<<Oh c'mon you're making me vomit. It's not like you cared all this time.>> I said laughing.

<<Actually the investors are not the only reason why I'm going there.>> my dad said removing his glasses.

I raised my eyebrow waiting for him to continue.

<<I'm getting married.>> He said.

That really was a bomb thrown at me.

<<You what?>> I said making the popsicle fall from my hands.

<<I'm getting married.>> he said without emotions.

<<You must be kidding me.>> I said standing up from the chair.

<<All this time you acted like you couldn't move on from mom, that you were suffering like crazy since she died to the point that you didn't allow me to suffer for her. And now you're telling me that you are getting married?>> I said angrily and all he could do was just stare at me.

<<Didn't you even think about how would I have felt to this?>> I asked him.

<<I understand. You miss your mom and for you she's not replaceable->> I cut him.

<<But I guess she's replaceable for you.>> I said.

He suddenly stormed towards me and slapped me.
For the first time in so long I was able to make him react, but the fact he was getting married again didn't make me feel any better.

<<You're not in the position to tell me anything. You don't know how much I suffered since your mother died.>> He said point his finger at me.

<<Oh I know, but you don't know how much I suffered. You always thought your pain was nothing compared to mine.>> I said with teary eyes.

<<I was alone, motherless and all of a sudden fatherless too, how do you think I was able to handle it?>> I said hoping he would say something.

He stared at me and went sit back to his chair.

After I wiped my tears, I was about to leave his office until he talked again.

<<Get your stuff ready. We will be leaving in two days.>> He said as if nothing happened.

<<You're unbelievable.>> I said before going to my room.

I guess there's nothing I can do. Seoul I'm coming for you, ready to make my dad and his soon to be wife's life a living hell.

Hey guyssssss!!! Long time no see huh? SINCE OUR QUEENS ARE BACK WITH A NEW BOP I'M BACK WITH A NEW FANFIC AS WELL. As I said on "I only see you" I'm gonna write another fanfic about Sooshu, leaving their idol life aside. So yeahhhh, hope you like it. Also tell me in the comments your opinions about I burn🔥 Stay safe folks!!!! 💜