Apples

Chapter o7

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so sorry for the delayed update! trying to make it up with a extra chappies. also, I am introducing a few new characters, too! I'll do my best on this one;) picture of Scarlett Brynne up top; can't wait to introduce you guys to her!

-xoxo meg

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February 18, 2015
I feel sick every time I see food. I don't want to eat, can't eat. Ryder hasn't been around the house lately, he's had lots of basketball practice for travel; so he's basically never around to see my starvation. Carter and I don't really eat a lot when we are together- we just watch movies and talk . . . I lost three pounds the last few week. I'm at - as some would say - an unhealthy weight since I am now 90 pounds exactly. According to doctors, 'too low'. My answer to that; bull. I don't care what the average weight is. I'm extremely sleepy all the time and fall asleep often in class. I'm not talking to my parents. They give me loads of crap and honestly, I'm just too exhausted for them; and if I were to waste my energy, it certainly won't be for them. There is a spark of brightness in my life, though. Buki is adorable, but soon I will give him too Carter so he will be able to take care of him. I have been thinking about being an organ donor- I mean, it's not like everybody is going to preserve my body like one of those deer-heads, or anything. Maybe, by me dying, I will save someone else's life. Yes. That sounds good to me.
xx piper.

I'm back at school and it sucks. Completely. It's great and all that I have someone that understands me there, but really. School is awful.

I mean, mean girls and nerds, populars, jocks, drama geeks . . . And me. Oh, me. I fit nowhere. I am not a mean girl nor a nerd, not a drama geek or a jock; I fit nowhere. Unless there is a group of suicidals, which there's not, by the way. {I checked.} None the less, Carter and I are boyfriend/girlfriend and it's sort of great to have him as my lab partner, even though I hated him in the beginning of the school year. Ironic, I know.

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I gathered my books for history and headed down to the classroom before the bell rang. My bandages were falling off my wrist and it was irritating me- irritating enough so that I had my undivided attention towards the cuts and bumped into someone.

"Ow." I heard some girl mutter as I crashed to the ground. My books and papers flew everywhere and because my life is oh-so-perfect, my bandages decide to come off, too.

"Hey, Bloody Mary," I heard the girl call out. I mentally groaned inside my head, knowing that she saw my cuts. "Watch where your going." She snarled at me.

I looked at the brat in front of me to find- of course- the meanest girl in school. Scarlett Brynne.

How do I end up with such luck? Scarlett was easily the meanest and most popular girl in school. She had every guy drooling in her wake. Her blonde hair, hazel-green eyes, and long legs made sure of that.

I rolled my eyes in response and grabbed my books.

"I don't know how Carter Hays could ever fall for a girl like you." She retorted.

"And I don't know how a girl like you, could ever get a guy like Carter." I snarled back. "You know, some guy decent."

She looked infuriated. Im sure no girl has ever been able to stand up to Scarlett. "I could have any boy in this entire school with the snap of my fingers. That shows the huge difference between you and I."