Who made you fear love so badly that you don't even love yourself anymore?
You now try to avoid any interactions when someone shows a slight affection towards you because you are now terrified thinking it would also end the same way with your last.
The hands that made your skin feel as if it were worthy of sensual touch, now nowhere to be felt.
Who convinced you that love was painful even now in present times you are afraid to open your true self to a certain someone just because you thought it was you in the wrong, that was why your last ended so abruptly?
Now, can't distinguished between a broken soul and one that just wanted to be wanted.
You don't exist just to adjust to all the people around you.
Love should not hurt.
And if you are hurting, that is hate.
Rebuild yourself to fully love someone again.

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Ikigai
PuisiWhat does it feel to just exist? No more no less. You're just there existing. A display to be seen but never understood. Endless thoughts flooding your brains, questioning every move you once made.