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MILES HAD BEEN HAPPIER WHEN HE WAS STAYING WITH LIA—-fact, that was a fact. but that didn't take away from the fact that he was still completely mentally unstable.
you're going to die.
leave her, you will hurt her.
don't throw your problems on her, she's too pure.
she's gotten hurt already, you'll only hurt her more.
you're such a mess.
end it all.
he needed help, but he didn't want to get it.
you can't get help if you don't want to help yourself, it has to start with your own mindset—-and miles was struggling with that.
don't leave me
you made a new friend who understands you, she's good.
she sees it for what it is, where has she been all your life?
don't scare her off
but what if he lost another person? he didn't want to lose amelia, he liked her a lot, she was a good person and good friend.
"i saw your friends last night again" amelia sat next to him on the couch,
"what happened?" he turned to face her,
mid, hot summer day, relaxing—-miles felt calm, he had been living in new york city for years, it was so quiet.
"your two friends won't even look at each other"
"timmy and iris?" he asked, she nodded in response,
"why the fuck is he being such a dick about it? it's not easy to just tell someone that your pregnant, lexie did the same thing" he said with annoyance,
"iris likes to think the world is pink and with rainbows, she has a good mindset, but when she's in a crisis like getting pregnant, she shuts down and panics" he explained,
"libra" amelia snapped her finger,
"what?"
"she's obviously a libra" amelia elaborated,
"she is"
"I KNEW IT!"
"you give me sagittarius vibes" amelia nodded, causing miles to shake his head,
"i am very much capricorn" he said,
"wait you like astrology?"
"i never got into it but i've had many lectures about it from iris, she loves that shit" he explained.
"sometimes it's actually really accurate it's cool" he said,
"yeah it is! i'm an aquarius" she smiled,
"i don't know what that means but yes i agree" he said,
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(✓) iii.| 𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐄, 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝.
Fanfiction[ completed; trilogy to hells awakening & purgatory ] ━ vile /vīl/ morally bad; wicked © mads 2020
