unmendable ⍟ jaemin

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Jaemin didn't have much of a reaction but it wasn't because he didn't want to. his eyes met y/n's, a smile tugging the corners of his lips up, the first syllable of ' thank you ' slipping out of his mouth before he fell unconscious.

it had been several weeks since jaemin went unconscious, 2021 rolled by and y/n was still unable to visit him at the medical rooms. just a day after jaemin fell unconscious, jeno had taken over the job of training shotaro and y/n. sungchan on the other hand, was handed over to chenle and renjun.

y/n spent hours in the basement, training her assassination skills as hard as she could at even though she wasn't the main assassin. she had went for all her lessons, be it with jeno or haechan- who trained her how to flirt with different people and not show the disgust on her face.

during the few weeks, she had gotten closer to shotaro, both sharing their individual problems to each other, getting the other party's advice and being each other's new source of comfort.

" i hope jaemin is okay... " y/n mutter out, her shoulders dropping in sadness as she dug her nails into her forearm.

" he will be, " shotaro reassured her, his hand grasping hers as he pulled her hand away, preventing y/n from hurting herself, " even though i have not talked to jaemin once, i'm sure he wouldn't want you hurting yourself. "

" but really though... " y/n sighed, her head resting on his shoulder, " i'm still not sure whats wrong with him... "

shotaro's hand softly petting her hand as a form of comfort, " you could just help him even if you're not sure whats wrong with him, just be there for him to give him support and he'll eventually open up to you. "

" thank you. "
" for what? "
" for always being here to listen to my problems even when you're not feeling the best. "

shotaro smiled, probably one of the most genuine smile he had given anyone since his arrival , " just think of me as your brother and talk to me about all the problems in the world. "

<3

" hey, " y/n greeted the boy with sun kissed skin as she entered his room.

" hey princess, " the usual greeting whenever he saw her, " come sit. "

she compiled, taking a seat on the empty leather chair before tuning back to face him.

" by the way, " he started, sliding the folded letter that laid on his table to her, " you're going back to school with chenle, jisung and that dinosaur dood for some gang related things. "

" dino is a little overage but who really cares, " donghyuck said, shrugging his shoulders, " this is related to some wolf crew thing, everything is written in the letter i suppose. "

y/n unfolded the paper, and began scanning through what taeyong had wrote.

" you will be going back to school soon, with chenle, jisung and that dino guy. the four of you will be having criminology as your major. you will not be going back to school like a proper student, well rather, the four of you guys are to spy on two ' teachers ' ( wolfcrew members ) and carry out a plan to assassinate them. you guys will plan the assassination by yourselves with the help from the dream members and seventeen. 127 and wayv has other missions to attend to.

photos of the two teachers will be handed to you soon "

haechan eyed her as she folded the letter up, fiddling with his ringed fingers nervously, " urm, well, jaemin is in his room now but im pretty sure he's sleeping yeah, he says kind of hurtful things but i'm pretty sure he doesn't mean it, i suggest you to not visit him this few days, i mean thats what taeil told me. "

y/n blinked confusingly, a gasp leaving her lips as soon as she realised what " is he okay? "

" yep, hes recovering i suppose. jeno is with him so you dong have to worry. " he rambled on, " please don't tell anyone that i told you that though, i'm not sure if i was supposed to tell you that. "

she nodded slowly, her mind filled with thoughts about jaemin that she didn't even hear haechan telling her to take a break from training.

" earth to y/n? " haechan half shouted, snapping his fingers in front of her face.

" huh? " she responded, the folded paper slipping out of her hand and onto the floor.

donghyuck sighed, bending down to pick up the fallen paper, " i said, you can go get some rest today and stop worrying about jaemin. "

she nodded, thanking haechan for picking up the piece of paper before exiting his room, walking down the long hallway. she spared  glance at jaemin's door, her feet stopping a few centimetres away from it.

her heart clenched, her eyes which travelled over the door several times longed to meet his but could she?

would jaemin even want to see me after what i told him? she wondered, turning to her room instead and entering it, what if he doesn't like me back.

she plopped down on her bed, exhausted from everything going on in her life. like a car without fuel and her fuel was jaemin.

he gave her the serotonin boost she needed, making it almost unnecessary to eat the medication catered for her depression.

" he'll talk to me, right? " she mumbled to the ceiling, picking up ryan the soft toy whoch was beside her and holding it before her eyes.

" if he ignores me then im gonna- " she punched ryan softly in its face as its two beady eyes just stared back at her, she returned ryan to her chest, hugging him tightly as she drifted off to sleep, her thoughts still filled with jaemin, jaemin and jaemin...

↳ thank you for waiting :)) sorry if this is vv boring, i'll try to spice some things up HAHA though the next update is gon take abit long. i have a test tomorrow but i dont think i'll have time to revise for it (;'༎ຶٹ༎ຶ') i'll try my best to write more (ง'̀-'́)ง