Love Child

Mom's ( pov)

Life at 11:35 p.m of that night change for me. 

A had giving birth to child, another human being. I never picture myself been a mother I was always so devoted to my job it always came first, even before love I use to dive into work because I love what I do, but all of that changed the day I met Fitz, I started to work for him on his campaign for governor.

Since the day I had found out I was pregnant my life did a 360° because of who I was and because who the father of my child was, I was scared I was terrified but like Fitz told me once

 " Everything is going to be fine, we are in this together "

Been mother terrified me because I never had that maternal presence in my life, I was raised with the idea that my mother had died when I was 12 years old, and my father had sent me to boarding school's but as how I say (SENT AWAY) and I never developed a good relationship with my father I was angry that he had sent me away so young, my father wanted to have dinner's with me and I was not a fan of wanting to do that so I told him that I would have sunday dinner's with him if he paid my student loans from college, and we did that for almost 3 years but then I stop attending after I found out what his real job was.

My pregnancy was a nice experience except for the morning sickness, cramps, fatigue and tiredness but I was happy that I had Fitz around me for that he made me laugh even when I was mad at him, he was a good partner and so was my OPA family. Living every stage of the pregnancy was just amazing, watching me go from my first trimester to my last, chosing the baby's room color with Fitz, asking each other if we wanted boy or girl..... decorating the baby's room I remember telling Fitz " You know we can hire people for this, and his answer was do you know that with my 2 first kids I was not able to do this, I didn't have a say with Jerry or Karen when Mellie was pregnant, so I want to do this so if I have to bring work with me here because I want to paint my baby's room I will do and if I have to get dirty well it's a pleasure".

I had a new born home with me and I would just stare at her, looking..... looking where I was in her and the only thing I saw from me was her lips, everything else was Fitz, from her blueish kinda gray eyes, to her soft waive hair and pale skin she was perfection. Fitz and I were not on good terms a couple of months before she was born, we had split  but after the baby was born we rekindle our relationship. He would come over in the afternoons if he didn't have alot of work to do, he was always on his daddy duties and I loved that about him.

He never got the opportunity to have that connection with his older children, so I didn't want to take away that from him. I missed been at work but I didn't want to be away from her. She was growing so fast and I was loving every chapter with her she was 5 months old when I started work again, the gladiators kept OPA like I never left I new I could count on them.

The days were Lizzy would come to the office with me were the best days at OPA, they use to be so excited to play with her. But going home with her at the end of the day was absolutely the best and just watching her develop made me have that mommy moment like" STOP GROWING SO FAST " and having this experience with the Fitz made it better.