Never Really Over (COMPLETE)

eighteen

Jamie tried not to think about that night, years and years ago when they kissed like this and everything felt so right, so perfect, so permanent. But even as he kissed her, his lips trembled, and his hands shook while he held her. Kailangan niyang bumitaw at lumayo pero hindi niya magawa. Hindi niya kaya.

Kahit kasi maraming taon na ang nagdaan, kahit alam niyang tapos na ang lahat at nagawa niyang ituloy ang buhay na wala si Jodie, kahit hindi na siya kailanman umasa ay wala rin pala talagang nabago.

Hindi siya nakalimot, dahil hindi naman nawala ang lahat ng mayroon siya para dito.

Jodie still had his heart, and no, she never stole it - he gave it to her willingly. And even if doubt and fear took turns in pulling him away, he couldn't stop now. He only kissed her deeper, with nearly a decade's worth of hunger and passion and longing for the first and only woman he'd ever love.

"I want to stop, Jodie," he murmured against her neck, as his hands began exploring her body and tugging at hems and buttons. "But I can't, I don't want to," he nipped at the base of her neck, as her fingers raked through his hair and her body pressed up against his.

"I don't want to stop," she breathed as she tugged at his shirt."I don't want this, either," marahang hinila ni Jodie ang buhok niya para sandaling lumayo ang labi niya sa leeg nito at magtama ang kanilang mga mata. "Take it off,"

Napalunok siya, ilang segundong hindi makapaniwala, nag-aalangan at iniisip kung panaginip ba ito o kung naglalaro ba ulit si Jodie. Should he wait for a punchline?

But her hooded gaze and shallow breaths gave her away, as her hand slid under his shirt and settled on the waistband of his jeans. One finger boldly slipped lower and the gasp that escaped his lips became a low growl. He knew he couldn't deny himself any further.

Hindi inaalis ang tingin kay Jodie na hinuli niya ang kamay nito pagkatapos ay hinagkan iyon bago bumitaw dito at mabilis na hinubad ang kamiseta. Kagat ang ibabang labi na ginaya nito ang ginawa niya at hinila paitaas amg blouse para maalis iyon.

Nanatiling magkahinang ang mga mata nila habang isa-isang nalalaglag sa sahig ang mga suot nila, hanggang sa hindi na niya matiis ang pagkasabik at hinagip si Jodie para buhatin papunta sa couch. Walang narinig na anumang protesta dito, sa halip ay hinuli nito ang labi niya bago siya napaupo.

Her skin was almost feverish, and she moved on his lap deliberately to feel him, now hard and throbbing, still confined in a scrap of clothing that he can't wait to get rid of. It was torture.

She's here, so close but he still ached for her. He tugged at her panties and she pulled away quickly, her chest heaved as she pushed them down her legs before he eyed his boxers and took them off as well.
"Jodie," he gasped when she sat back pn his lap, one hand on his chest and the other on the side of his face. "I want you so mu--"

His words were forgotten, trapped in a searing kiss that had her clinging to him as if making sure he won't ever change his mind. His hands stroked her back, her thighs, the hot, throbbing folds of flesh in between and he was lost. Her moans barely registered as he touched her, and she kissed him deeper.

"Jamie, oh my... " her lips slid away from his as he gasped for air, her cheeks flushed and her eyes barely open." N-now please... Please..."

She just said she wanted him, all of him now. Kailan ba niya tinanggihan si Jodie? Wala yata siyang kakayahang gawin iyon. Kahit nga wala ito sa buhay niya ay isang malaking Yes pa rin pala para dito ang existence niya.

When their bodies met again for the first time, when he slid imto her and he felt her tight wet heat surrounding him, Jamie knew there was no turning back. Her gasps and sighs were like music, the way she whispered his name with every move was like a song, her arms gripping him was like a warm welcome embrace.

He's here again. He's home.