Avengers broken

Ch. 28 "Trust"

                                              Hayden POV 

I laid in the soft comfortable bed, The sound of the thunderstorm outside filled the room, the rumbling of the thunder, The heavy rain bouncing off the roof, the lightning, lighting up the room, 

The sound of the clock on the wall ticking, I turned on my side to see it was 2AM, 

Sure Bucky has been helping me channelling my anger, turning it into something else, something to help with training, 

Let's just say it is working, Bucky has been training me nonstop that I don't have time to be angry, 

But as soon as Night falls, as soon as I close my eyes, I relive everything my parents have done to me, 

Which is why I find myself unable to fall back asleep, Just remembering the Nightmares of the past, 

I get up finally giving up on sleep, I got dressed, and walked out of the room, I made my way to the living room, 

I walked over to the window, watching the down pour, I remember on nights like this, If my parents would get carried away, just the sound of the thunder, it was relaxing, because I thought that maybe someone else in this cruel dark world understood what I was going through 

That maybe someone out there understood, that someone was suffering the same fate, that's what I told myself on nights like this, 

Then I would grab my bow and everything and I would take my anger and frustration out on people that deserved it, 

But after staying here for so long I feel like everyone here is slowly chipping away what I used to be, that slowly my walls are beginning to break, 

But I refuse to let them down, you let those walls down, the dam is bound to flood, and I refuse I don't want to be some pathetic teen girl who let her parents used as their personal punching bag, 

I am a survivor and I'm not giving in, I thought 

"Can't sleep?" I heard a voice 

I look to my right to see Clint, 

I smirked some how he calms me down no matter how angry I get I thought 

"I guess you could say that," I said 

There was a calming air around us, And I liked it, 

"Hayden," Clint said 

"Hmm?" I said 

"I want you to come with me tomorrow, I want you to meet some people," He said smiling at me, 

"More shield agents?" I asked looking at him confused 

"Not exactly," He said chuckling 

I paused 

"Alright," I said 

He nodded, 

"Come on you need to sleep," He said guiding me out of the room, 

I watched his features, How does he always know just what to say to me when it come to my temper or anything, he can convince me of anything Why? how? I thought 

All I did know Is I did trust him, I thought