Love kills Murdoc x Reader

Jail

Y/n POV

"No no NO! I cant like him, I dont." I paced back and forth thinking out loud

"How could I like HIM!"

"He smokes! And drinks a lot!" I said

"His laugh is so weird and his personality."

"Cute."

"NO-"

"This is why I should've rethought my plan." I sighed and sat down

"Let's take a test! If I am conflicted that most likely means I don't like him!" I happily grabbed my phone and looked up "Do I like them Quiz?"

"This is stuff 5th graders would do," I thought about it for a minute

"Whatever." I pressed the start button

"Do You think about them a lot?"

"I mean when I wake up I guess, when I'm bored and sad."

Yes. No.

"Could you see yourself with them?"

"Fuck."

Yes. No

"Hate the idea of them being with another person in a romantic relationship?"

"I mean I don't want him to do the thing he's done with me to other people, but that it." I laughed and pressed the yes button.

After a while of answering question after question I waited for the results.

"It's going to be fine, It's going to say no." I kept repeating to myself

"The response!" I looked down

"YOU'RE BASICALLY IN LOVE!"

I looked at my phone for a while. I've never had these feelings for anyone.

"Okay uh last thing. Could I kill him, without feeling anything." I closed my eyes and imagined me pulling off the plan

"Just do it just do it just do it." I looked him in the eyes while I held a knife to his throat.

I sighed and opened my eyes. "I can't do it." I felt like crying, this feeling was new and I don't know how HE feels.

"I need to call him."

"What is it."

"We need to talk."

I waited for him at a restaurant I was so nervous.

"There you are." I heard that annoying voice

"What do you want I don't have all day." He spat

"I can't do the job." I handed him back the money

"You bitch!" He shouted

"I'm not doing it." I said again

"Why?!" He was lossing his cool.

"I just don't see no benefit from it that's all." I replied

"Dont contact me again." I got up from my seat and walked away.

He yanked my arm and I was face to face with him.

"You're doing this job. No leaving now." He laughed

"I said no." I yelled

"Oh you wouldn't want the cops to know about your little job now would you." He smirked

"You are doing this, no matter what." His grin got larger

"No i'm not." I spat in his face and he let me go

I walked away.

"I know who killed your mom." He said calmly

I stopped to listen.

"I'll give you the money and the information if you get rid of him."

I could finally do the thing I have waited for my whole life.

"No."

Shes gone, I have to accept that but he's still here. I can protect him.

"I'll give you two days to think about it, if you don't accept, someone is ending up in jail and It's not me."