Love kills Murdoc x Reader

I like him.

Y/n POV
I woke up still very tired, all the memories from last night flooded back I blushed.

"Better take a shower." I grabbed a towel and took a 15 minute shower

"You really do take forever." Murdoc said

It was weird hearing his voice after last night. To make it worse it was my first time.

"Sorry did you want to shower?" I asked not making eye contact

"Yeah, get ready it's our last day here." He got out of bed (shirtless) and took a shower

"Did all that really happen last night? With HIM?" I thought to myself

"I don't regret it." I blushed at the thought

"I think I-" I stopped the thought, isn't he the guy I have to kill?!

"Oh no." I threw myself back on the bed

"You okay?" I jumped a bit, I didn't hear him come out

"Yeah I'm fine just sad to go I guess." I rubbed my neck nervously

"Oh, well we still have time to go back to the beach if you want?" He added

"Nah it's fine, I think i'm ready to be back home." I awkwardly laughed

He nodded and finished getting ready.

"Got your stuff?"

I nodded and walked ahead of him.

"Thank you come again!"

"Hey I'll buy breakfast." I waved around the last bit of money I had and Murdoc nodded again

"Is it me or does he seem off?" I told myself

"You're just overreacting, he's just tired from you know what." I blushed and turned up the music so I wouldn't have conversations with myself

"Pancakes?" He asked

"Sure why not." I smiled and handed him the money

We ate in silence, it was awkward at least for me but the food made up for it.

"Thanks for breakfast." He told me

"Yeah."

He didn't say much for a while and I was getting pissed.

"Okay why isn't he bringing up last night!"
"I thought I was good? Did he think I was bad?"
"Did I say something?"
"Or do something wrong?"

I kept thinking of things I could've done wrong or anything to make an excuse for him.

"Hey Murdoc-"

"Y/n, we're here." He pointed to my house

"Already?" I was overthinking for HOURS

"Yep." He responded

"Oh well, thanks." I smiled and grabbed my stuff still pissed at him

"I had fun y/n." He smirked and drove off and with that all the anger and frustration I had towards him was gone

"I like him. Don't I."