Fuck ! I feel for you

Chapter 42

It was nearly two days later after Zayn's birthday celebration when they all came back to London. And everybody was back to their work except for Zayn. Liam told him that soon he will start working with Dan though. But right now he was in his room collecting his clothes and keeping them in the bags. He wiped his tear that managed to fell down his eyes.

He was excited to move in with Liam but he was a little scared too. This will be taking a big step and that also without Louis. That's huge for him. Tomorrow Liam will come and take him. And Louis will be here at home.

All these thoughts made him cry even more. He sat down on his floor and hold his kitten in his arms crying.

On the other hand, Louis left from his office early just to spend some time with Zayn and help him packing. On his way to home to picked up their favorite take away which they used to eat when neither of them wanted to cook after going home from work. He reached home and parked his car. He got out of the car wand walked up to the door. Instead of ringing the bell he unlocked the door and went inside the house.

He took off his coat and kept it on the couch. he then walked upstairs and opened Zayn's bedroom. He found him sitting on the floor with his kitten while his room was a mess. Clothes everywhere , shoes randomly thrown everywhere on the floor. He shook his head and entered the room.

"what the hell happened here ? who will clean up this mess Zayn ?!" Louis shouted at his brother. He took off his blazer and rolled up his shirt sleeves. He started picking up the clothes while still scolding Zayn.

Zayn said nothing. He was sitting silently and listening to his brother. Louis collected all this cloths and was about to walk into his closet when Zayn stopped him.

"Lou. Leave it," Zayn mumbled looking up at him, "I need to pack them anyways."

As soon as those words left Zayn's mouth Louis stopped on his way. for few seconds he forgot why all his clothes and shoes were spread all over the places.

Louis sighed and turned around. He looked down at Zayn and tears filled in his eyes. But he quickly blinked his eyes rapidly looking away from Zayn because he didn't wanted to show him that he was crying.

"Are you hungry ? yeah me too. I'll bring the food," Louis said rushing out of Zayn's room.

He jogged down stairs to the living room. He breathed in and out for a couple times and relaxed a little.

He took the food bags and went up stairs again. Zayn was now folding his clothes and keeping them in his bag.

"Zee. Leave that. I bought our favorite take away," Louis said sitting on his bed.

"yeah," Zayn said climbing on the bed.

Louis handed the black hair beauty his food and took his own food.

"Lou, are you okay ?" Zayn asked looking at him.

Louis forced a smile and looked at Zayn, "I'm good Zee. I'm okay. How – how are you ?"

"Not good," Zayn sniffed looking down. And once again he was crying.

"hey. Hey Boo. What happened ?" Louis said keeping his food packet on the table. He scooted closer to him placing his hand around his shoulder.

"Lou, I'm – I don't know but it feels really weird. What – how will I manage with you," Zayn said. Tears were steaming down his face.

"are you getting nervous Zee," Louis asked earning a nod from him.

"there is nothing to get nervous about. You always wanted to move in with Liam and it's happening. You should be happy, love. Liam loves you. He will take good care of you," Louis said pulling closer a little.