Fuck ! I feel for you

Chapter 60

The next morning Eleanor woke up and looked beside her. The bed was empty. She knew Louis was a little stressed. Louis and her already had a brief conversation regarding whatever happened with Zayn. They both knew it was going to happen sooner or later. If not Bella then someone else. but this was bound to happen. This was the first time but not the last.

She sighed and got out of bed. She tied her hair in a ponytail and made the bed. She then brushed her teeth and took a quick shower. She then came out of her room after getting dressed to check on Zayn. she heard some voices from the backyard. She slowly made her way towards the backyard and saw Liam and Louis sitting and chatting while having coffee.

She smiled at them and chose not to disturb them. She walked upstairs and opened Zayn's bedroom door. He was sleeping under his comfortable fluffy blanket. She walked closer to him and sat down next to him running her finger's throw his hair.

"Good morning Zee," she said leaning closer to his ear.

He stire in his sleep and whined a little. "C'mon babe. Wake up I'll make your favorite breakfast," she said still gently running her hand over his head.

Zayn opened his beautiful eyes and blinked few times trying to push back the sleep. Eleanor then saw the watch and found it was only seven.

"Okay Zee. You can sleep for a little longer. I'll wake you up when the breakfast will be ready," she pecked his head and left him to rest a little more. Zayn closed his eyes again and pulled his kitten closer to his chest.

Minutes passed and his bedroom door opened again. Liam walked in and got in the bed. He unplugged one of his earphone and put in in Zayn's ear. He switched to the song 'To Begin Again' by Ingrid and held him closer hiding his face in Zayn's neck.

(Don't judge me ! I have to promote this amazing song )

Zayn woke up and held Liam's hand which was on his waist. He stayed in that position. Soon tears started flowing from his closed eyes.

He tried to stay calm and not start to sob. He regretted accusing Liam of something he wasn't even thought about. He knew Liam loved him and only him. and never in his wildest dream he will ever try to hurt him.

The song and the music along with his thoughts and emotions. Too much for his delicate heart. He busted down and Liam held him closer while he cried.

He turned around and hide his face in Liam's chest holding his shirt tight in his fist.

"I'm so sorry Liam. I-I didn't -," Zayn cried but Liam shushed him rubbing his back gently.

"I know babe. It's okay. It will be fine," Liam said in his soothing voice.

"But Liam I-," Zayn tried to speak again but Liam cut what he was saying.

"Babe I know you were furious and that was obvious. I understand what you said was out of anger. I know it too that you know if I love anyone then it's you and only you. please don't apologize. Instead I should apologize because I should have told you to maintain distance with her. But I had no clue what she was trying to do. I'm sorry babe. You are hurt because of me," Liam said in his low voice.

"why are you blaming yourself ? please don't," Zayn said holding him even closer if that was possible.

"I should have kept her away from you but I thought she moved on. But she was not," Liam sighed, "You are too innocent Zee for all these nasty people. You trust people very easily. And they never hold back from taking advantage of it. They hurt you and I can't do a single thing about it. You know how mad that makes me ?"

He then wiped away Zayn's tears and held his face. Zayn looked at him with frown and tears in his Bambi eyes. That broke Liam's heart even more.

"Look love, I know how smart you are. I know how brave you are. With that you are so humble and polite. And let's not forget the sassiness you inherited from your brother and mother. You are a whole damn package. But you are so fucking terrible at studying people," Liam said and Zayn blinked looking at him. he just can't control himself when he was looking so clueless and confused.