Fuck ! I feel for you

Chapter 20

Liam groaned as he blindly ran his hand all over his side of bed searching for his buzzing cellphone. Zayn stire in his arms but didn't woke up. After a while he found his phone and pressed it against his ear answering it.

"When you know that Zayn still lives with me isn't it your responsibility to inform me that he will be staying the night ?" Louis angrily asked from the other side of the phone.
Liam checked his watch and it showed 12 : 43 AM. No wonder Louis was furious not seeing Zayn at home.

"Fine I will bring all his stuffs here tomorrow then he won't be needing to inform you where he was spending his nights," Liam smirked and he could imagine Louis growing red in anger.

"He is not moving in with you," Louis declared, "where is he ?"
"Sleeping soundly in my arms. Got a little tired after I fucked him really hard few hours ago," Liam said smirking like a devil purposely trying to make Louis mad. He really enjoys that.

"That you would have. Since that is the only thing you are with him for. But I don't need to know that. You just wait till he finds out all your secrets. How will you make him stay then ? Have you even told him ? Wait, why would you do that !? It's not like you gonna spend your life with him," Louis bitterly spit making Liam clenched his jaw.
"Shut up Tomlinson. This can cost you a lot. So keep your mouth shut," Liam said growing angry and now it was Louis' turn to smirk.
"I thought Liam Payne was smart enough but ..... well now you realise that a wrong person knows your secrets. You try to harm him and you won't see him again. Just get out of his life by yourself because you sir, can't go without fucking up," Louis said.

"You are not going to tell him," Liam said looking down at Zayn sleeping peacefully in his arms.
"That's totally on me. Drop him home tomorrow morning his mother will be coming to pay us a visit. I want him home by 10 in the morning," Louis said disconnecting the line.
Liam stared at his phone clenching his jaw. He then threw it somewhere on the fuck cursing out loud. He looked at Zayn breathed out heavily. He won't let anyone take his love away from him.

But the Ghost of past follows. Liam has done things which he can't erase. The list is quite long. But only one is enough to ruin his relationship. There was a reason why Louis disliked him.
Liam slowly got out his bed careful enough not to wake up Zayn because he was not in the state of answering his questions. He wore his sweat and shirt before going downstairs. He sat on the tool of his personal bar at home and poured himself a good amount of alcohol in the glass.
He took a sip and placed the glass on the counter.

There were a lots of things Zayn didn't knew about him. He wasn't doing anything illegal but he surly has done wrong things. The power and the money. His strength. People always kept their mouth shut because he was ahead of them. But that's regarding business.
The thing that haunts him is something personal. Which he was not ready to tell Zayn or anyone. Yes, Harry was an exception always have been.

After 2 more drinks he stumbled back to his bedroom stripped his clothes and fell down on his bed.

The next morning Liam woke to someone sitting on his lower abdomen planting small kisses on his jaw. He smiled pulling Zayn closer who giggled pulling away,"ahhhh your beard tickles."
"It does," Liam asked and Zayn nodded.
Liam pulled him closer rubbing his beard on Zayn's neck who laughed.

He flipped them over carefully.
He then raised Zayn's ( his ) shirt planting kisses all over his belly. And Zayn laughed trying to push him away as Liam's beard touched Zayn's soft skin.

"No please stop," Zayn begged trying to control his laughter and Liam stopped. But then he attacked his lips sitting in between Zayn's legs who wrapped them around Liam waist as he leaned to kiss Zayn's slightly swollen lips from last night's activity.