Fuck ! I feel for you

Chapter 77

"Liam, I'm sorry," Zayn sniffing silently crying.
After playing games with Louis and Niall, Zayn came back to his house. Liam was ignoring him ever since the argument. And Zayn was upset because of it.
He didn't want to disrespect Liam knowing that how much older he is both in age and position. But that's the thing with Zayn, he fucks up all the time and Liam being a love struck lover never said a word to him but sometimes it just gets too much.

Maybe it wasn't Zayn's fault. He was just playing games and it was Liam who sat down next to him to work. But that doesn't matter anymore. They argument took place and Liam was now angry by Zayn's behaviour.

Zayn was padding behind him trying to apologise but Liam was being stubborn as hell.

"Liam," Zayn said aging trying to touch his hand but the older man yanked it off breaking Zayn's heart.

But he was not going to stop trying so he tried again.
"Liam, I'm-," he tried to speak but Liam turned towards him suddenly shouting right at his face leaving him stand in his place scared and startled.

Tears rolled down Zayn's beautiful amber eyes and the scared look on his face immediately made Liam regret for yelling at him.

"Sorry," Zayn mumbled looking down at his feet. His vision was blurry as tears dropped down on the floor.
"You don't mean it Zayn. You never do. You will say sorry now but will repeat the same exact thing tomorrow. So save it for next time," Liam said walking into the bedroom. He took off his clothes and laid down on his bed. He checked the watch and it was almost eleven at night. Liam checked his schedule and he had a bunch of meetings to attend tomorrow.
He kept his phone on the night stand and turned to his side. Not willing to see Zayn's crying face, he turned his back towards him.

After few minutes he felt Zayn getting in bed. He was still crying. And Liam never wanted to scare him like that but letting him get away with his worst behaviours was just getting out of his hand. At some point, it actually gets hard for Liam to deal with Zayn's behaviour. He always managed to keep his calm telling himself that it was all Louis' fault.
But Zayn was not a kid. He needed to understand how to be at his best behaviour because now people look up to him.

Zayn laid down on his side looking at Liam's back turned towards him. And that never happened before. Zayn sniffed and wiped out his constantly flowing tears.

After few hours, Zayn got tired and his hooded eyes began to close. And soon he drifted into slumber.

The next morning, Zayn woke up first. He looked beside him and saw Liam sleeping on his stomach his head turned away from him. He pouted not being able to understand why Liam got that much anger.

"I really got on his nerves," Zayn mumbled to himself, "he's really angry. I don't know what to do."
"Why I always fuck up ?" Zayn sniffed talking to himself. He remember how Liam yelled at him last night. And that scared him.

On the other hand, Liam woke up on hearing some soft mumbling coming from next to him. He knew Zayn was up as he could feel him talking to himself. Liam groaned a little not able to handle all the cuteness. But he was deeply regretting for yelling at his adorable boyfriend.

Zayn sighed and closed his eyes with a small pout and frown.
Liam turned to look at him and mentally punched himself for making him cry for apparently no big reason.

He wanted to kiss those soft lips till the pout disappear but he wanted to see what Zayn will do to make it right.

Zayn opened his eyes and Liam closed his eyes immediately.
"I'm sorry Liam," Zayn whispered hesitantly touching Liam's beard. He sniffed againg signalling that he was still crying. Liam's heart felt heavy and he won't be able to forgive himself for making his gorgeous boyfriend cry like that.