Fuck ! I feel for you

Chapter 31

Zayn was sleeping soundly in Louis' bed under his soft and warm blanket with the kitten beside him when something extremely cold touched his face making him scream. "oh God Zayn we don't want to wake up the whole naibourhood,"Eleanor laughed.

"what was that,'' Zayn asked wiping away the wetness from his cheek which turned pink from coming in contact with snow.

"that my dear, was snow. As delicate and white like her," Eleanor said picking up the now a week old kitten.

On hearing that Zayn gasped and then smiled widely.

"SNOWFLAKE ! WE GOT THE NAME FOR HER ," Zayn exclaimed happily.

"Oh my God Zayn ! That suits her so much. Snowflake ," she said hugging the kitten a little tighter who meowed in return.

"why you two are happy so much early in the morning," Louis asked entering his room and finding both of them happy and excited for something.

"we named her snowflake," Eleanor said smiling widely while Zayn nodded in agreement.

"WOW ! This should be in the headlines ," he sarcaresticly said walking in his bathroom, "start getting ready. And Zee I have packed your bag just check if you want something else," he yelled and Zayn looked at Eleanor in confusion.

"we are going to spend few days in our cabin," Eleanor said and Zayn nodded.

He knew why his brother was taking them to the cabin. But he wanted to talk to Liam. He wanted to tell him that it was not his fault for whatever happened yesterday. He had no idea about Zayn's anxiety. He was even sure that Louis and Liam must had an argument already.

But how he was suppose to say no ? He shook his head and got out of bed. He checked the clock and it showed 6 : 45 am. He made the bed before leaving his brother's room and climbing upstairs. He opened hid bedroom door and sadness and emptiness washed over him. His bedroom looked so empty and dull without Liam. It was only 3 - 4 days but he got used to see Liam in his room. But now that he was not there made him sad.

He sat on his bed and picked up the diary. He took out the pictures of him and his boyfriend which they took on their date and smiled. How happy they were that day. That was the day when Liam first made love to him and left his fingerprints on his soul forever. Hid cellphone then rang but quickly turned off as its battery died. He huffed connecting his phone to the charger and placed the diary under his pillow. He then walked inside his bathroom and locked the door.

Liam on the other hand threw away his phone on the bed in annoyance. He took his keys and left Harry's house. After almost an hour of driving aimlessly he found himself infront of Zayn's house. He saw Zayn walking out of the door with a suitcase and a little basket. He opened to car trunk and put the suitcase in it. Liam looked at his face and saw how dull and empty he was looking. Liam couldn't control himself and got out of his car. He made his way towards his beloved. He just wanted to hug him and comfort in his arms. Zayn was holding Snowflake in his arms and was feeding her milk from her little bottle which Eleanor bought for her yesterday.

"babe," Liam called and Zayn ran into his arms. Liam hugged him careful enough not to squeeze the little kitten. "I am so sorry Liam," Zayn said holding his boyfriend's hoody a little tightly from his free hand.

"why are you saying sorry babe ? Please don't," Liam said taking his beloved's face in his hands wiping out his tears. He then kissed his lips softly and kept their forehead together.

" I shouldn't have left you babe. I am sorry," Liam whispered. "it is not your fault. I should have told you about my anxiety," Zayn said.

"Let's just forget about it babe. I love you and you know I can never hurt you but I do and it makes me so angry," Liam said pulling him in his embrace again.