Chapter 12

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Wednesday, July 22nd, 2012

11:00pm

“Did you guys have fun tonight?” Scooter asked as we headed home.

“Yeah, it was a pretty great night. I made a few new friends, it was pretty nice.”

“I had an amazing time!” Justin yelled.

I laughed at him and pushed his shoulder playfully. Of course he had an amazing time, he won like 4 awards. He had to have them all sent back to his house, but for now we were headed home ourselves. Justin was having friends over, again. I didn’t mind, it was just weird for me. I usually stayed up in his room or a different room, writing and singing.

When we got home, I went right upstairs and changed out of my outfit. It felt nice to finally be in comfortable clothes again. I put my hair up in a messy bun and took off my makeup while Justin chilled downstairs with Twist, Za, and Fredo. They all seemed like nice guys, but I felt weird around them. Fredo was like 6 years older than me and Twist was 3 years older than me along with Justin and Za being 2.

I laid in bed and read a book for a while, just waiting until I got really tired. Reading was fun to me, unlike most. It got my mind off of everything bad and let me be in my own little world for some time. But when you’ve read the book 3 times already, it kind of gets old. I put my book away and looked around. Justin’s room was really boring; I don’t know why I stayed in here when I could be downstairs. So that’s where I headed.

I slipped on some socks and quietly headed down the stairs. I could hear the guys talking in the living room while they played games. Might as well listen to their conversation while I can, right? I had a bad habit of eavesdropping in on people. Hey, if it satisfied my needs then fine.

“Hey, where’s that girlfriend of yours?” Twist asked.

“She’s not my girlfriend- bro stop passing the ball to him!” Justin replied.

“It’s not like you don’t want her to be.” Za joked as he laughed

I smiled to myself and curled my legs up to my chest. I figured that I’d be here for a few minutes, so why not get comfortable? I was just waiting to see what Justin had to say about me. This was exciting...

“I don’t want her to be. Guys, we went over this before. I don’t like her, at all, and I never will. She’s just another girl that will come around and leave after my tour.”

“Your tour doesn’t end for a year after it starts.” Fredo reminded him.

“Yeah, well I can find ways to get management to get her away from me.”

My heart sunk in my chest and I stood up. I felt sort of paralyzed as I stood on the stairs in awe. I don’t like her, at all, and I never will. I guess I was wrong. I guess he didn’t like me, and he never did. He was just playing me, all this time that I fell for him, he was just faking it all. I was supposed to be faking it too, and it should’ve stayed that way. I knew that I shouldn’t have had anything to do with that jerk.

I could feel my eyes tear up as I turned around and ran into the guest room. Or should I say, the room that’d I’d be staying in until tomorrow when I could get a flight back home. I couldn’t stay with him anymore, not after that. Rehearsals began on the 30th of this month, but at least I’d be away from him for a week.

I buried my face in the pillow and wiped away my tears. I couldn’t believe what I heard, after everything I’d given up for him. I can find ways to get management to get her away from me. Not if I do first. I’ll tell them tomorrow, if I need to, that I can’t be with him. Even if it affects my career, I’m going to ‘break up’ with him.

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