Land Of Birthstones

16

KABANATA 16

DYLIEZA'S

WHATEVER may happen, always keep it chill. Expectations that exceeds reality never happen. Kahit paulit-ulit kong hilingin na 'wag kaming magkasalamuha, sa sitwasyon namin ngayon ay imposible pa sa imposible na matupad ang hiling ko.

I always believe everything have a reasons. I know half of ut was my fault and that's why I am wandering like a lost 

"She was diagnos when she was just six years old."

Will I find something if I stop in the middle of everything?

"Her parents thoguht she was already fine not until she bacame a teenager. Her anxiety was 

already severe to begin with and it became worst when when her parents parted ways."

A nice weather and a good morning should be start off by a nice conversation, not for us tho.

"What was the reason she was diagnos? I mean, there's always a cause before it's effect."

He chuckled. "The Doctor said nothing about the reason."

"Gagi. Puwede ba 'yun?" We both laughed.

"How about us, Dy?" He ask making me silent

"What about us?" I ask, parang tanga.

"We never experience the chance that was given to us freely."

"Guess for us it has three chances."

"Three chances? How..."

"I remebered that day clearly, Ace. There was a little bit of twist about Ms. Helen's explanation." I looked at him and curiousity is plastered in his face.

"It was after Chandria's 10th birthday the Queen decided to let us leave this world. It was risky for the Quartz side to have three girls in the same year and two girls in the same month but they manage to have a solution for it."

"If you knew, then why ask for a explanation? What's the need for it?"

"Hindi dahil alam na namin ang lahat ay ayaw na naming marinig ang paliwanag ng mas nakakatanda. All we had was our hunches and gut feeling. Kahit na totoo o mali ang nalaman namin, gusto pa rin namin marinig sa kanila mismong katotohanan.

"Hindi lang ba kayo nagtaka kung bakit hindi kami masiyadong nagsalita tungkol sa nangyare noong nakaraang araw?"