Shifting [Kylo Ren x Reader]

8- Resolve

Over the next week, you felt yourself getting more comfortable with deciphering what were your emotions and what Kylo's were. You weren't sure how you were able to feel him, even though you hadn't seen him since that night in your bedroom, but you decided to focus on the feelings themselves instead of trying to figure out the 'why'. You spend every work night at the gym, continuing your lessons with Tim. Neither of you brought up how quickly you'd left during your first session and you wanted to keep it that way.

Throughout the week, you'd felt Kylo's anger spike at random times. Much like everything else surrounding him, you didn't know why. You liked to play a game with yourself, picturing Hux or a random 'trooper pissing him off. Eventually you brought Trey in on it, making up scenarios with each other and acting them out, causing giggle fits to break out between the two of you.

It was now Friday afternoon, right at 5pm, and as you started to walk out the door you began to feel something you could sense wasn't coming from you. It was a mix between his usual anger and annoyance, but this time you felt lust slowly creeping in. You felt blush rise on your cheeks and heat flood your core as you began walking towards your door. Trey met you in the hallway, offering you're his arm.

"You ready for some dinner sweet cheeks? I've got some intel for you." His cheeky grin flashed at you as he pulled you towards the exit. You laughed, trying to distract yourself from the ever-growing lust.

"Where are we going?" You asked him, following his lead.

"I thought we could just head to mine. I've been slow cooking a pot roast all day and I am just drooling at the idea of slurping it up." You cringed at his use of the word 'slurp', which he laughed at, but you agreed anyway. Trey was always good at cooking comfort food.

It took you all of thirty minutes to arrive at his house, still feeling yourself get more and more worked up. You had no idea what Kylo was doing that made this happen- but it left you feeling empty and aching for more. Before you got out of your car, you weighed the pros and cons of trying to see Kylo this evening. You'd only ever gone to him intentionally once, and while you did end up getting off- you weren't sure how he would take it if you continued You squeezed your legs together to soothe a little of your ache and decided to text Brett instead.

While you knew that he couldn't compare to Kylo, you wanted to figure out what everything with Kylo was first before you ran to him with every sexual need.

5:32pm Me: Hey- are you busy later?

You pressed send, not allowing yourself to overthink anything. Putting your phone back in your purse, you locked your car door and walked into Trey's house, ready to hear what he had to say.

You walked in without knocking, as requested by Trey, and the smell of his cooking hit you like a ton of bricks. Your mouth started to water, hoping he had some buttered bread to go with the meal.

"Thank God you're here, I have so much to tell you!" Trey yelled as he heard you come in.

"Tell me!" You yelled back, sitting your purse down on the kitchen table. You heard a vibrate and pulled out your phone, seeing a text from Brett.

5:33PM Brett- Nvr 2 busy 4 u bbgrl.

You sighed, regretting your text when you read his response. You hadn't received a text like this since you were in high school and felt yourself shaking your head before you could think about it.

"Rude! Put your phone down and pay attention to me." Trey demanded as he brought in your bowls with buttered bread on the side. You internally celebrated at the sight and clapped your hands.