Shifting [Kylo Ren x Reader]

11- His Perspective

Kylo sat in his meeting, trying to keep his anger at bay. With his eyes closed, he could still remember the look in your eyes when you told him that you thought it was his main emotion. He could feel your contentment as he coasted through his morning. Although he allowed himself to do so, he could still feel the bitter taste of anger bubbling up in his gut as he listened to his generals advise him on how to move forward against the rebellion.

"-And it is for that reason that I feel we must attack swiftly, violently. They must learn not to mess with the final order." Hux's shrill voice rang through the room. Kylo stared at the ginger man from behind his mask, daydreaming about choking the life out of him and then going back to his quarters and fucking you within an inch of your life. The more he was able to see you, the more insatiable he became.

"Supreme Leader, I must insist we get some sort of an answer from you! We cannot simply wait here for you to decide. Who knows when it might be too la-" Kylo stood abruptly from his seat and raised his hand, choking Hux like he had done in his daydream just a second ago.

"I'd suggest you remember who you're speaking to, general." Kylo growled, tightening his force hold on the smug man. His anger seemed to bubble over, taking over his actions. He watched as Hux tried to grip the invisible hold on his neck that was beginning to lift him into the air. The other men in the room sitting around the table stayed still as they watched what was going on around them.

He was so focused on Hux, he didn't notice you tapping into his anger until he felt the unmistakable pop from within his chest- and just like that he felt his body flood with her contentment once again. He let go of Hux and stormed out of the meeting room, walking to his chambers. When he closed his eyes and focused in on you, he saw you with the same man as before- sparring. He watched from behind his eyelids as you moved. He inhaled, both proud and concerned.

He stayed like this for a while- meditating and watching you as you trained. He saw a difference in the way you moved now compared to the first day he saw you- he wasn't sure how it was possible for you to increase your skill other than tapping into his anger. He felt conflicted at the thought- you being able to tap into him meant only one thing and he didn't know what it would bring for that to be true.

He attempted to continue watching you for a brief while before one of his generals sent him a message on his datapad notifying him of the board's urgent need for his presence. He groaned, walking back to the round table he'd been at before he almost killed Armitage Hux.

The meeting was the same as before, more grown men telling him what he should and shouldn't do. Strangely enough, he couldn't feel anger. He still only felt your contentment. He had a feeling that your manipulation of his anger left him empty of the emotion, and he was still trying to figure out what to do about that realization.

He was just beginning the meeting when he felt a small inkling of lust came to the surface of his chest, mixing with his blood. The lust began to grow in his gut, and he felt his cock twitch from behind his pants. He was glad for his mask, because he felt his eyes close shut in annoyance and his lips start to form a smirk. He knew this was your way of messing with him and he refused to let any of his own feelings mix with yours to give you any indication that he felt you. So, he stayed still during his meeting as the feeling of your arousal and desire began to grow, overwhelming him. He thought he'd be able to make it when he began to feel your desire for him flood his mind. He began to grip the arm rest of his seat to keep himself from leaving the meeting and finding you to finish you off himself.

After fifteen minutes of the lust building in him, he felt your orgasm flood his senses- so much so that he had to lean back in his chair and take deep breaths. He felt his cock stick to his briefs as it was leaking precum- aching and painfully hard. Kylo took a deep breath and let his mind focus back in on the men before him to come up with a tactic for retaliation against the rebellion. He'd decided in that moment that when he saw you next, he would have you begging for him with more than just your thoughts.