Silence | Karlnap

Chapter 13

HI I CAN SAY THE F SLUR SO DONT BE PRESSED- Tw: F slur

Karls POV
Alex kept telling me about how all Nick would talk about was Amelia, all the time. He found it annoying, so did I.

I was scared Nick would stop talking to us, and devote his time to his girlfriend. I pinched myself, be happy for him. I wanted to be, but it felt like someone I loved so deeply was leaving. I felt selfish.

All the memories, the times I'd stay up until sunrise exchanging messages with him. I felt sick, is this my fault..? Should have I spent more time with him? No. Its- I-

I started to shake, I my eyes filled with tears. I shoved my face into my hands, quiet sobs coming from my room. I cried for hours.

My eyes red, and puffy. My phone was dead, I put it on the charger. It quickly turned on, old notifications from a few hours ago coming through. When I checked them, I couldn't believe what I saw.

"Why the fuck have you been messaging my boyfriend? What are you some fag!?"

I quickly screen shotted the messages, sending them to Alex.

Alexs POV
My phone went off, it was karl. I clicked on the notification, my eyes widened. Who the fuck would say that? I quickly spammed Nick to join a vc, he complied.

"What the hell Nick?! What the fuck was that?!"

He seemed confused.

"Wha- What are you even talking about?"

"Check your dms with Karl. Maybe you would fucking understand, that stupid girlfriend of yours needs to grow up. You just let her say these things?!"

"I-"

"Dont you see?! Karl devotes all his fucking time to you, you made him happy. He would stay up calling me telling me about how he feels about you. Every night, but you still don't seem to understand! He loves you. You left him for some random girl, who probably has over twenty boyfriends. You need to get control of her, your ruining your friendships because of this girl."

"He w-what?"

The call went silent, it pissed me off. Nick didn't even listen to a word I said.

"HE LOVES YOU! WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT?!"

"I-"

He didnt say a word.

"I need to go," he left the vc.

I felt a bit guilty for telling Nick the way Karl feels, but I mean Karl definitely wasn't gonna tell him.

I saw Karl start typing,

'Thank you Alex. :,)'

I smiled.

'No problem! :)'

I didn't know if I had really helped Karl, but he always thanks me after I help him through something.

Karls POV
'I love you Karl.'

I felt my heart drop, I didn't know what to say.
I stared at my monitor.

'What do you mean? You love Amelia. Right? You should love her, shes your girlfriend.'

I didn't know how he would respond, I was confused. Very confused.

'I know, I love her too but I couldn't keep all my feeling bottled up anymore. Im sorry Karl, I never meant to hurt you.'

I shouldn't have got my hopes up, of course he still likes that girl. The girl that called me a fucking fag.

'Its okay Nick. Im sorry too, I shouldn't have left so abruptly.'

I didn't feel bad about what I did, but I didn't want to be rude. I still didn't stand a chance against Amelia, she is way more attractive then me. The way she talked to Nick was different, she knew how to make him happy. He got her number so quickly.

I felt useless, he knew how I felt now. I couldn't hide anymore.