Silence | Karlnap

Chapter 22

Karls POV CW Hallucinations

I stand in my bathroom.

I have to do something about her. Nick is becoming worried, and I cant bare to see him worry about me all the time.

My fingers dug into my palms. I wanted her gone. Forever.

I don't know what I could do, or say to get her gone but most of my thoughts were horrible. Horrible as in murder.

Im not opposed to it, but what would Nick think?

This is for Nick though.

My head filled with so many solutions to Amelia, but none of them interested me.

I look at the date.

(Date in story.)

April 2, 2021.

I wish I could stop having these impulsive thoughts.

They are just thoughts right..?

Im not gonna actually do them.

I laugh.

Of course not, thats insane.

I look at the mirror.

Am I okay..?

Am I even myself anymore?

I felt tears run down my face.

I quietly sobbed.

"Hey,"

I look up.

It is myself?

"Don't be afraid, you know thats your only way to get rid of her."

"She can never fully leave your thoughts."

"Wh-what..?"

"You have to."

"Its your only option."

"And what if I don't..?"

"The future wont be very bright."

It was gone.

I heard footsteps.

"Karl, are you talking to yourself again?"

Nick walked up to me, and immediately froze.

"Karl, are you okay..?"

I felt Nicks hand touch my cheek.

His touch stung.

"You know what you have to do."

"Karl?"

"Hey!"

"Karll, earth to Karl!"

I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

I need to find her location immediately.