Silence | Karlnap

chapter 10 | part 2

//karls pov
//derealization
//hallucinating

"Err.. Karl Jacobs?" The doctor looked around.

I looked over at Nick, him whispering "I love you, it will be okay." as I got up.

I walked toward the man. I was shaking, terrified of what was to come next. I looked at him as he walked towards the room.

"Alright.. Just sit right here." He pointed to the doctor bed.

I sat down, him sitting in a small stool.

He began to talk.

My mind began to trail from thought.

'Karl...'

I tried to ignore the constant ringing in my ears.

I felt like I was floating.

"Okay, so what has been bothering you?" I looked up.

"Uhm, well i've been having these visions..?"

He nodded.

"And coughing up blood.."

I was scared of what the doctor would think of me.

"Hmm.. Okay. Would you be okay with taking a  few blood tests?"

"You may have to wait a bit in the waiting room.."

I nod.

The doctor exits, I follow but going to the waiting room. As I sat down I felt my body go numb. I started to see things.

Your just paranoid.

I started to hear things.

'End this like you started it.'

No, no, no, no-

I was in the doctors office. What the hell? I felt myself feel 'floaty' again.

I looked down at my hands.

Is this real..?

"Karl, you need to listen."

Shut up.

Please.

I want to be left alone for five fucking minutes of my life. Plea-

I was in the car.

What?

"N-nick?"

"Nick!"

"Yes?" He finally responded.

"What did they say?"

"They gave you some medication, they dont know what is going on."

"Oh."

This was my only hope of going back to normal, my only hope. I wanted to finally be okay. I just wanted to actually feel safe in my own body. My own home. With my own boyfriend.

I know this is short, been having bad mental problems. But give me some recommendations on shit to write about, yours could be the one i choose ya never know! I love you guys ❤️