Silence | Karlnap

Chapter 9 | part 2

There is maybe 2 chapters left for this book. So please read my new book that I make after this, and please request ships bc idk if im tired of Karlnap or not but eh. So actually this time send request because yea- Trying to put more effort into my writing instead of slapping some words down and publishing it.

love you <3

continuation of last chapter
//Karls pov
//cursing
// Tw: (literally maybe 2 pieces of dialogue) hallucinations

The car ride home wasn't like the car ride there. It wasn't Nick, it was me. Maybe I should talk to Alex. Maybe. Maybe that will fix it.

He hasn't talked to me in a month. I miss him, it sucks seeing your friend drift away knowing its all your fault. Knowing I cant help it. The car slowly came to a stop.

I got out.

"That was fun! Im gonna go to bed Karl," Nick  softly kissed my forehead. "I love you, you can stay up if you want. Ill be in bed when you are ready to go to sleep." He continued.

"Love you too." I responded, as we walked into the house.

I sat down on the couch, as Nick walked upstairs. I pulled out my phone.

My finger hovered over Alex's contact.

'Just call him Karl.'

Fuck.

I looked to my left, damnit.

Why now?

Its always random.

Its always like this.

'You know he doesn't like you anymore.'

'Right?'

'You scared him off.'

"Shut up."

"Just shut up."

I clicked on Alex's contact, and it soon started to ring.

It rang 2 times before he answered.

"Hello?" I heard from the other end.

"Alex- Its me, Karl."

"I know, why are you calling so late?"

"I need someone to speak to."

"I dont know whats wrong with me, Alex"

"I need you."

"Your my bestfriend, and we haven't even spoke in a month."

My eyes became glossy, shit shit shit.

Don't cry.

"I know." He said.

It was a simple response, but better then nothing.

"Your not yourself anymore." He continued.

God damn.

They all say that.

Everyone.

I hate it.

"Thats what they all say."

"Its tru-"

"I know."

I held back my sobs.

I couldn't be like this.

Not here, not now.

"Im sorry Karl, I really miss our friendship but you cant continue to be like this."

"Your ill Karl."

"That day you called me when you had killed Amelia I didn't know what to do."

"You should be in jail, but I know your not in a good headspace."

That broke me.

I cried.

"I-i- I need to go."

I hung up.

I sobbed.

It hurt.

It hurt so bad.

My throat burned.

I had no energy.

No time for anyone.

I sighed.

I did what I knew to do.

I got up, walking upstairs. I opened the door of Nicks bedroom, pushing it open.

I softly climbed into the bed, getting under the covers.

I felt Nick pull me close.

"I love you.." His voice was quiet.

"I love you too."