His Own Property Mini Series (5)

Chapter 17

a/n:UNEDITED HAPPY READING! ADVANCE ANG UPDATE I WILL BE BUSY FOR THE NEXT WEEK SORRY.

ROMANS 8:6

For the mind set on the flesh is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace,Source: https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Depression,-Solutions-To

Chapter 17

AYOKONG ng pakiramdam ko na ito pakiramdam ko na parang umuulit ang dati hindi pwedeng mangyari iyon ulit dahil na tuto na ako I've learned my lesson so well at kailangan kong mapanindigan ito but can I do so, kung ganito ka lapit at oras-oras ko na siyang nakakasama mabuti pa siguro ibahin ko ang strategy ko I need to focus more on something aside from our baby ng sa ganon hindi ko siya palagi naiisip.

"your majesty please checked this, if its correct" Irina said.

Kinuha ko naman iyon at binasa,

"okay na ito"

"your majesty you have a therapy session again with Doc. Hopely" Irina informed me,

"c-can I skip that? pwedeng pagnakabalik na lang ako" I don't want him to know this dahil baka mas lalo lang siyang maawa at maguilty sa akin. I don't need that.

"the royals prepare for her trip your highness I can't cancel that thing"

"he know this?" I asked.

"no your highness he doesn't know, and Mister Zimmermann told me he will out for three days may gagawin lang daw sa manila I don'tknow what it is but he said that"

Tumango lang ako atleast he is not here, he won't know about this at ayoko namang sabihin at wala akong planong gawin iyon. I do believe I can do this alone.

Mag sisix months na ang anak ko sayang hindi ko man lang na celebrate ang buwang-buwan niyang milestone but today anak araw-araw nating icecelebrate ang pagdating mo sa buhay ko. makulit na rin ang anak ko at marunong na talagang dumapa paunti-unti I can gave him soild foods na like mashed potato, sweetpotato fruits like banana orange at pwede na rin siyang unti-unting uminom ng tubig. Super cute at pogi ng anak ko matapos ko siyang paliguan pero haba yatang lumalaki feeling ko hindi na ako ang kamukha niya although he got my eye color and hair color but the rest hindi na yata sa akin lalo na ngayon na mas naeemphasize na ang mukha niya like pagtumawa, umiyak sana lang anak paglaki mo huwag kang gagaya sa tatay mo. I put him on his rocking chair. Habang nasa balcony kami sa secondfloor I was waiting for the arrival of Doc Hopely I was anxious all the time dahil ayokong makita niya si Doc Hopely dito

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Achluophobia- fear of darkness

Anginophobia- fear of angina or choking

Aphenphosmphobia- fear of being touch

Belonephobia-fear of pins and needle

Nosocomephobia-fear of hospitals

"i-is this all Doc?" I asked worriedly habang binabasa ko ang mga salitang iyon they are very difficult to pronounce how much more to treat them.

"For the past years I am treating her highness so far this is my findings to her, you know Mister Zimmermann its my first time to treat a patient having so many phobias I mean she was not inborn to this she acquired this because of a very bad surroundings it's not healthy after all I even have a goosebumps while news are being getting and delivered in to me that her husband called me for this treatment don't you know that you are one of her perpetrator? Are you aware of that?"

I gulped so hard because I don't know nothing I was so very guilty ng dahil sa akin naghihirap siya ng husto sa sitwasyon niya ngayon, dahil lang sa pinili niya ako I fucking don't deserve her love.