Trust me (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Trying to forget

Thursday, Febuary 7, 2013

Hey Niall lovers! I am a Niall lover myself. I mean his eyes are so... Dreamy... and he's just so.. Perfect.... *Looks off into a distance*

Yeah he's my favorite, don't judge me. I mean I'm not ashamed, but some peeps just are so jelly of him. Their love for him is blinded by their jealousy. I mean who can't be jelly of him? He's just so awesome!

Anyways... I just wanted to tell you that my author notes are so long because I just am really open about my life. I love to share and this is kinda like my dairy online... I guess.... I mean... Never mind...

Anyways I just wanted to say I have an idea for a new fanfic, but this time its for the wanted and I have the plot down for one book and part of the sequel, but that won't be up in till I finish this book.. I just wanted to tell someone other then my sister.

She's been getting an earful and so I decided to tell the people who read this... I'm just like what I said open. I just like being able to share things about my life. I think it's fun. I mean I can talk A LOT.

Anyways you guys should message me about you love of One Direction or anything because I'll always answer. I mean it. I WILL. Unless I'm out on a mission trip or retreat because I'm not gonna bring my phone there.

So yeah....

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All rights reserved

Love yourself!

-xXWhiteSoulXx-

P.S. I also wanted to say thanks to the people who actually read my author notes because that makes me feel special. So if you read this far comment 1D and I'll know you read to the end.

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*A week later*

-Raylin's POV-

So my last few weeks have been crap. I was ignoring him and failing miserably. Yes, Ignoring Niall was harder then I thought. It was hard, but I was determined to not let my feelings out.

He was always in my mind and I couldn't forget him no matter how hard I tried. It's just like everything reminded me of him. It was like I was walking down the street and BAM! Something reminded me of him it was so annoying.

I wanted to ignore him so badly, bu tI would always catch myself thinking of him. Everything. Just reminded me of him. Wow, love must be powerful.

His eyes, the way he laughed, the way he made jokes and every memory we had together. I wanted to forget him completely, but I couldn't. Again EVERYTHING reminded me of him. I couldn't get him out of my head.

Like when I walked past the bakery. Him. His blonde hair and his blue eyes when we first met. Yeah it was really cheesy, but it did. I was a normal girl, well "Young Woman".

I thought of cheesy stuff, but hey everyone has. So don't judge. Niall tried calling and texting me, but I didn't want the confrontation.

I didn't want to hear him say "I like you as a friend, but...." I didn't want to hear those words. It would kill me. I knew that if I ignored him and try to stop liking him he would go away And we could be friends again.

And everything would go back to normal. He would forget this ever happened and we would be best friends again.

It would be hard, but if we weren't going to be anything more, then I would have to deal with it. I mean he's Niall Horan, famous, in the boy band One Direction. He was attractive and funny. He made you laugh and he cared for you.