Trust me (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

The mess I just made

1/28/2013 Monday 4:42PM

      

Hey guys! This is super ober short, but I think it's meaningful...

  

I will write more about why I haven't updated in a while in the bottom authors note.....

  

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-Niall's POV- 

Zayn was talking to me about an unknown subject and I wasn't listening. I was thinking. I was making scenarios up in my head of how i could have done that better an dhow I could fix it. 

     

All I could think about Raylins face. It showed anger, disbelief and.... Something else. She came after me and I slammed the door in her face, yelled in her face. Which was rude, but at the time I was just angry.

-flashback- 

"Niall." She says. I quickens my pace and I hear her still coming after me. I don't turn around. After a while she grabs my shoulder. "Niall jeez what's the matter?" She says as i face her. I want to tell her about my gut twisting feeling and the pain when she's with someone else and I don't know what this feeling is. 

   

"Why would you kiss him?" I asks angrily instead of telling her. 

  

"Wait, first of all this is about Liam kissing me?!" She yells. 

   

"We'll I'm sorry Daddy I didn't know you didn't let me be." She snaps. 

   

"But why?! I don't get it?!" I snaps right back at me.  

   

"Why are you so over protective of me?! I'm not your daughter!" She yells. I just rolls my eyes and walk up the stairs. She follows and when we get to my room I open the door and then slam it in her face. 

  

-End flashback- 

    

I shake my head. Why am I so stubborn. I make a mess of everything I love. I love.... I love R- no I don't love her like that... Anyways it's probably my older brother instinct.

         

Yes it was my brother instinct.  I'm such a bad person.   Raylin and I are close, but I don't think she wanted me to go all brotherly on her.... My vision is blurred and I feel water slip from my eyes.

"-Niall are you listening?" Zayn asks snapping me out of my thoughts. I looked at him blankly.  

"Um no." I say. I was trying to be honest.

  

"What am I going to do with you?" Zayn says as he shakes his head. He looks so sad.

"I really don't know." I say smiling at Zayn.

"Nialler?" Zayn ask cautiously.

"Yeah?" I say. My head automatically cocks to the side like a puppy. Its a habit I can't get rid of.

"Do you... Uh, do you like Raylin?" Zayn asks. I burst out laughing.

   

After a while I notice that Zayn is glaring at me and I stop.

"What?" I ask.

"I was being serious." Zayn said.

"Being serious is for chicks." I said still laughing. Zayn just shook his head. Me? Like Raylin? Yeah right.

-Zayn's POV-

He likes her. I know he dose. The way he says her name, the way he looks at her. He probably thinks he just had a brotherly instinct. Brotherly my A*S.

Sometimes even when he dosen't know it he talks about her a lot. It was cute at first, but now it's all the time. I know its even more then like, it's love. Niall loves Raylin, I'm so sure of it.

Only if he knew she felt the same way, but even she dosen't know she feels that way.

  

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Wow. Zayn, that was really deep. To me it seems that a lot of the fanfics have Liam or Louis being the person who realizes that the two people like each other.... So I decided to spice things up and have Zayn do that...

I know I know.... It wasn't very interesting and I made you guys wait a REALLY long time for me to update. I'm really sorry. I know you probably don't read my author notes and skip them, but I was sick....

I couldn't talk, I couldn't swallow and the glands in my knew were swollen and I had a fever. I missed a lot of things at school and had to make them up and yeah it takes a long time.....

So again I'm really sorry and I hope you'll continue reading. I promise that I'll try to be more on time.... I promise.

Be yourself and nothing else,

    

-xXWhiteSoulXx-