Trust me (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Letting it go

2/1/2013

Hey people who read my story! I'm updating again! :) Yea!

No cheering???? Well, that hurts......

HARRY STYLES HAPPY BIRTHDAY!  It's Harry's Birthday! Yea! He's growing up! He's Nineteen today!

My friend Sarah was all like "My cupcake growing up!" Which I thought was cute because she just looks so happy and she is really a die hard directioner. She made nineteen cupcakes and posted them on instagram, but she ate one so now there eighteen...

But that's okay! I love cupcakes!

Anyways... I decided to update because last chapter wasn't that long and this one isn't either, but I wanted to make up for some chapters in the past... Like when Niall got sick? Yeah, that chapter was a filler as you can guess.

I'm not the best writer in the world, so if you see any spelling mistakes or something you didn't understand please tell me.

I just love reading your comments so please comment... vote and fan me! :) I love when you do! I have no school today and that makes me very happy because next week I have exams and I'm really stressing about them.

Ugh... Don't we all hate midterms? Anyways, I'm reading this fan fic called the accidental skype call and OMG! It's makes me laugh... I was reading it last night and I was laughing and I woke someone up... So.....

Yeah, It's really funny ands you guys should totally check it out.

Again, anyways..... I wanted to say that I'm really happy about how this book is going well and I really Hope that you'll keep reading and I hope this book isn't predictable.... Because I hate those kind of books... So tell me if it is and I change things because I love you guys....

I know this author note is REAAAAALLLLLLLYYYYYYY Long, but I love writing to you guys... I know, I know... I have no life....

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I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! :)

-xXWhiteSoulXx-

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-Nialls POV-

I awoke confused and well.... Just plain confused. Zayn asked me if I liked Raylin, but that couldn't be true... Right? I mean I acted like a brother towards her. Nothing more, nothing less. She was like a sister I never had and one I always needed.

Gosh, I sounded so weird. I wasn't myself...  Whenever I saw her my brain would go into 'Dumb' mode and my hands would get clammy. It was a feeling I really didn't experience and it was horrible. I mean my heart sped up and I acted like a dufus, so yeah it sucked.

There was a sharp knock on my door. I hope it's Raylin i told myself. I- Wait what? I hoped it was Raylin? Maybe I was sad that I yelled at her... I didn't know where this was coming from...

I took a deep breath and opened my door. There she stood. Raylin... She looked so kissable. My eyes widened at the thought. WTF?! What did I just say?

This was so unknown and boy was it scary because this my friend was weird. I just said my best friend/ sister was kissable. I mean were're not, by blood but I only thought of her as a sister. Right? Why was I questioning myself?

"Hey, Niall.." She said looking down at her feet.

"Hey.... Raylin I'm sorry." I said. I was sorry. I was a huge jerk and some other colorful words I'm not going to say at this point.

"It's okay Niall." She said.

"No, It's not! I'm sorry,I-"

"It's fine Niall." She said.

"How can you forgive me so easily? I yelled at you and i slammed the door in your face. I treated you like a child." I said. Why could she forgive me?

"You want the truth Niall?" She said.

"Yes."

-Raylins POV-

"Yes." He said. I sighed.Was I really going to tell him? Really? I mean yes I did like him like that, but I only realized it last night when I was thinking. I mean my friend Jade helped a little. She had asked about him and I went on and on about him and then I realized it.

he was more then a friend. Well I wanted him to be more then a friend.

"Niall.... I-I," I took a deep breath in. Was I really going to tell him?

"You what?" He asked. I couldn't do this could I? Was I going to ruin my friendship with him? But what if he liked me back? What if he didn't? I din't know what to do.

Then my heart I guess took over. I took in a deep breath. "I like you." I said.

"I like you too. Your the best si-"

"No Niall, I like you.. In that way." I said looking him in the eyes.

  he didn't say anything and that was what worried me the most .I sighed h ecouldn't have thought of me like that. He was Niall Horan from One direction and I was plain Raylin Cole.

 I walked out of his room. I had really messed up. Why did I tell him?! He didn't like me like that! Of course he didn't! I felt tears come to my eyes. They were falling. He probably turn up the next day telling my that he liked another girl or that he wanted up to be just friends.

I had heard all of it and I was wondering which one he would pick to tell me. I walked past everyone hoping they wouldn't see me. They didn't. I opened the door. Great, it was raining. I didn't care I just walked out. Now in the rain, nobody could tell I was crying. This is what I got for letting my feeling go out of the jar. 

This is what I got for loving someone again.

-Niall's POV- 

She likes me? Raylin the girl with blonde hair. Likes me? She likes me? I stood there in shock not saying anything. She walked out of my room and downstairs. Words couldn't come out of my mouth and I couldn't move.

She liked me. I liked her too. I knew I did. I heard the front door open and I knew she was gone. What was she thinking? I liked her. Shouldn't she be here with me? No Niall she not here, you didn't tell her how you felt! Then it dawned on me. I made a mistake I couldn't fix and It could cost me her.

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YEA!!!! I mean NOOOOO! Well I mean both....

Raylin told Niall how she felt, but now she thinks he dosen't like her back..... But he really dose and now Niall feels really bad because he didn't tell her how he felt and he thinks he lost her.

At least he finally figured out that he likes Raylin and hopefully he and her get together... But if they do it won't be rainbow and sparkles because life somethings give you poo and makes you see the good side of it which is poo.....

Love yourself!

-xXWhiteSoulXx-

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