Missing you

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December 14, 2013

Hey guys! I haven't updated in forever!!! I feel so bad... Anyways I have to tell you guys that this book is coming to an end. This book will end on December 25. That means that this book will be one year old. I feel like I'm getting a bad writers block for so long....

So tell me what you want to see before this book ends for good! Comment it and I'll put it in before the 20th of December.

The last chapter will be put up on the 25th and this is the second to last chapter. So put in what you want and I'll work on it and it'll be a really really long chapter. So put in what you want to see! :)

-xXWhiteSoulXx-

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It has been a month since Niall had left and it just wasn't normal for me to wake up to an empty bed. It was so strange not seeing a fluff of blonde hair every morning and not seeing those intense blue eyes. I missed him yes, but it seemed like my life knew that and filled my schedule. Photo shoots after photo shoots. My boss had given me a better position, but I had to work all day with people. It was fine, I mean I enjoyed it.

It was fun having my own little studio and seeing clients. I felt so grown up, but it felt like one day I would wake up and find myself in my elementary body. It was hard to grasp that I had a boyfriend. Never in a million years would I have thought I had a serious boyfriend. I actual thought I was going to be a cat lady... Hahahah let's not bring that up...

Anyways things were fine. I now just have a routine and everything. I just go to work everyday and stuff then come home and read. I think I gone through ten books, which is a lot for me. I mean a lot of things were happening, but my mind would always go back to Niall.

No matter what. My thoughts would always go back to him.

-Niall's POV-

It's been a bloody month and I haven't even texted her. I feel like I'm the worst boyfriend in the world. I've been meaning to call, but the tie difference is so bad and I want her to get to sleep and I know even if I called when it was late for me she would just tell me to go to sleep.

I miss her a lot and I can't wait till she can vist or we can see each other again. I just can't wait.

"Mate? Are you listening?"

"What?" I turned and saw Zayn waving his hand in front of my face.

"Nope he is out of it." Louis said.

"Must be because of Raylin. He hasn't talked to her in like a month." Harry stated.

"I-"

"Just call her Ni" Liam said giving me a smile.

"Okay sorry for zoning out there."

"That's alright mate." Zayn said.

I picked up my cellphone and called her.

"Hello this is Raylin! I'm either asleep or I can't talk right now. Please leave your name and number and I'll get back to you!"

I ended the call. "She didn't pick up." I said my voice cracking. I really missed her. I was so used to seeing her every single day and now I haven't seen her in a month and this sucked.

  .

"She's probably at work or something." Harry said and the others agreed.

"Yea. Probably working." I said, but I just needed to talk to her. To see her face or something.... anything.

I just really missed her. We went on with what we were talking about before, but I couldn't pay attention. I issed ehr...  A lot. It felt like an ache in my heart that didn't go away and I hated this. It hurt. I wanted to picked her up and twirl her around.  wanted to see her siling face that always made my day.

She was my best friend. I really just needed her. She was my rock, someone I could depended on no matter what.

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