Trust me (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Sorry won't cut it today or ever

Hey guys! Yeah I know I didn't get five votes and its not next week but one of my readers wanted me to update and so I am.

I realized I don't want to be one of those readers that made you vote for another chapter and one who had a schedule....... So I will update as I please. Like at least one update every week though.

Be yourself and nothing else,

xXWhiteSoulXx

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My eyes were still closed, but I felt the sun come through my widow and warm my skin. I wanted to stay in bed, but I had to get up. Even though I didn't have work, I had to get up. Mrs. Summer told me I had the day off because she was going to visit her children today. My eyes flickered open and I remembered why I felt lazy.

I felt a dull ache in my heart and tears formed in my eyes making them glassy. I blinked them away. I picked up my phone expecting to see phone calls and texts saying that SJ was sorry and that he loved me, but no one called or text me.

The ache grew and grew. I felt like someone had ripped my heart out and replaced it with a big weight. I got up slowly and took a shower. The warm water felt good on my skin. I walked into my closet to get my clothes on. I picked out my white jeans, my softball jersey and my white high tops.

I walk downstairs and get my pull-over red hollister sweatshirt on and I walk out my house with thirty dollars and my house key. Then I start walking. Walking past the bakery and the beach and past SJ flat. I didn't give it another look, I just walked right past. I felt like I had to throw up, but I didn't so I kept on walking till I see our tree. The big willow where I got my first kiss. SJ kissed me.

-Flashback-

We walked past his house and saw this big willow tree.

"It's beautiful." I said.

"Not as beautiful as you are." SJ said his hand taking mine. I blushed though he couldn't see in the darkness. He was so cheesy like that, but I loved that about him.

"I think I love you SJ." I whispered so he couldn't hear. I didn't just like him I loved SJ. He was kind and loved me for who I was not what everyone wanted me to be. He loved me and he even knew why. His voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Raylin?" He said. He was nervous about something.

"Yea?" I said looking at the stars.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked. I looked him right in the eyes,

"Yes" I said. And he leaned in and we kissed.

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It sounds so cheesy, but it happened. I sigh and sit down. I search for where SJ carved our names into the tree.they were still there SJ + Ray. I sighed. "Why SJ?" I say out loud.

"Why what?" SJ says as he comes into view.

"Never mind" I say as I stand up and run away. I don't look back. I don't want him to see me crying. I run and after a while my feet start to hurt, but I push on and I don't stop till I reach my house. Why Ray? Why? You just ran away from your problem. He could of answered you questions and stuff and everything would be normal. Then I scolded myself. things wouldn't be back to normal when if he had a reason to miss out on our year anniversary. I unlock my door and go in shutting it behind me.

I lean up against the door and slide down. Tears form and fall from my eyes and I start making sobbing noises. One year anniversary was not hard to remember. I wasn't the kind of girl friend who celebrates one week or one month anniversary. It was pathetic in my mind. I sighed and went upstairs to change. I pulled on my PJ's and went down stairs. I turned on the TV "The big British boy band is in the states! Niall Horan was spotted at the bakery-" my mind blocked out the rest.

That was the guy. The guy who ran into me. Wow I ran into a super star. I brushed it away, he was really cute. Wow I said as I mentally slapped myself. Raylin you have a boyfriend. A boyfriend who left you alone on your one year anniversary. The ache in my heart got stronger, but I pushed it down even farther.

A knock on my door snapped me out of my thoughts. I looked out the window to see SJ. He looked confused and tired. I ran up to my room and into my walk in closet and closed the door. I heard the front door open and remember that I have him a key. Stupid I said in my head. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I heard footsteps up the stairs and my bedroom door being opened. Then he opened the closet door.

"Rain, what's wrong?" SJ says his voice sounding utterly confused.

"Nothing. Just leave SJ." I say.

"No I'm not going to leave in till you tell me what's wrong. Who hurt you? Because I'll-"

"YOU. You hurt me SJ, You hurt me." I say cutting him off.

"what do mean me? I don't think I ever-"

"Wrong!" I screamed. "Yesterday was our one year anniversary and you even called me to see if we were still on, but you never came! No texts, no calls, no emails telling that your were sorry or the you messed up. I loved you. You were always the one who remembered and was the perfect friend and boyfriend, but you clearly don't feel the same way." I said.

"Rain..." SJ said.

"I don't want your sorry's. Just give me the key and go." I said painfully. People might say I over reacted, but it hurt a lot and I didn't know what I was going to do. When you heart is broken sorry's just don't' cut it.

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Oooooo stuff went down. Yeah their first kiss overhear was cheesy, but cheesy is good....... Sometimes....

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