UNTRESURED LOVE [True Beauty Fanfiction]

Chapter 16

(DEAR, AREUM, SUHO , AND SEOJUN)

" I wasn't going to write this because it felt so corny, I wasn't able to thank you guys when I won the first place because I was busy crying. I'm writing a letter hoping you guys won't feel upset, I always had a lonely life, but thanks to you guys, the past three years of my life were filled with warmth. Thanks to our time together, I was able to laugh a lot, gain more confidence, and finally achieve my dream. Today's the best day of my life and I will always remember you guys were with me today. My precious friends. I love you guys. I know I'll feel embarrassed if you guys read this letter, so I hope you never find it. From seyeon" I read out loud as tears feel down my face. I turn up to see seojun crying and suho pat his back softly, as we all stood on seyeons grave.

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The three of us sat down on the bench and I look down at our wrist, we all wore our friendship bracelets

"do you know what sayeon said the day we bought these?" Seojun spoke

"He hoped that our friendship would last forever." Suho says

"I told him to stop being so childish." Seojun says

"Yes, you did." I say softly

"Back then, I took it for granted.  So I thought we'd always be together forever. But who knew he'd die so quickly?"

"I know, It really didnt last long" suho says

"And I wasn't there for him when he was having a hard time, I regret it, very much." I say looking down, almost holding my breath in pain

"I was angry for you not being able to be here for him, when in reality I wasn't there either, so I took out my angry on you two because it made me feel better. I was so caught up with how hurt I was that I didn't know that you were hurting inside as well. I'm sorry" seojun admits

"What's the matter with us?" Suho says

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Suho takes out his phone and sees a miss call from his dad but decides to ignore it.

"How's your dad handling this?" Seojun ask softly

"I don't know."

"in the past, I was so jealous of you for having a rich dad. But now I'm not jealous at all."

"Why were you jealous?" Suho say

"are you trying to compete with who has a sadder life? Your family is rich." seojun says

"I'm not sure that's true anymore."

" Rich people don't have problems eating three meals a day even if they go bankrupt" seojun says

"You mean they're okay for three generations. You idiot." Suho spits out

"What!" Seojun says

"You really know nothing"

"Just because people have money doesn't mean they don't have problems!" I argue

"Gosh! Who threw this cigarette bud?" Seojun yells

"Are you talking to me?" A big man yells out as he gets of the car