I'm Not Cute

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Nico's POV:

"Do you ever want kids?" I asked

"Not really. They're messy and I don't think I can handle it. I've never had a relationship where I thought about it." Will said "Why?"

"Just wondering. For the future and all." I said

"So you see me in your future?" Will asked a smile on his face

"You are my future. I was wondering if you wanted kids." I said "No reason. Just the thought of a future."

"We should head back. It's getting late." Will said

"It's almost ten? Just a few more minutes please." I begged

Will melted and we laid together for a few minutes. We got in the car. Will drove us to his Mom's where we were both staying for the break.

"Glad to see you both home. I made cookies." Mom said

She gave us each one and I smiled at Will brushing some crumbs off of his chin. He gathered me in his arms and buried his head in my neck.

"I'm going to head to bed. I've got stuff to do." Will said

"Do you want help?" I asked

"No, I can do this." Will said

"Okay." I said

Will went upstairs and I sat at the table. Mom gave me another cookie and I ate it slowly. She sat next to me and rubbed my back.

"What happened?" Mom asked

"I was in the truck bed with Will and I started thinking about the future. I asked if he ever wanted kids and he said that he had never thought about it and said we should leave." I said

"That's not as bad as I thought." Mom said

"I messed everything up." I said

"No, he's talked about kids. He always wanted one until he found out he was gay. He gave up the idea and it's sensitive. You did nothing wrong." Mom said

"I'll be back. I'm going on a walk." I said

"You should sleep on it." Mom said

"In a bit." I said shadow traveling outside

Will's POV:

I'm so mean. Nico was just trying to ask questions and I cut him off. I've never thought about it when with another man. It's not the same.

I used to want kids, but now I can't have kids. It's not possible. Nico wanted to know because he was thinking about us in the future. We can always adopt.

I need to go apologize. He's probably beating himself up about it. He always seems to think it's him who did something wrong. It's both of us sometimes and me and sometimes him.

"Where's Nico?" I asked

"He shadow traveled away. I don't know." Mom said

I went outside and I didn't see him anywhere. I cursed and came back inside. I can't loose him. Not over something like this.

>A Few Years Later<

Nico's POV:

"Come on. It's not that high!" Will said

"Yes it is. Roller coasters weren't like this when I was young." I complained

"You promised." Will said

"Fine, but it's so big and long." I said pouting at him

"You've ridden bigger." Will whispered in my ear

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