trigger warning
rape
self harmsame triggers for next chapter too^^
"i hate parties" lennon stated as nai and sydney both got ready. "well maybe, you'll meet a cute boy and you'll get over him" sydney added as nai looked at the two of them before continuing to get ready.
"maybe this will be fun" nai said. "last time i met a guy at a party, we didnt work out. i mean, look at me now" lennon said while shrugging. "i think your still glowing" nai complimented.
"what did i do to deserve the two of you?" lennon asked as the two jumped onto her, wrapping their arms around her.
once all three were ready, they headed to the car and started heading over to the house.
"we should limit our party limit to 1 every 2 months" lennon suggested. "nope, then we wont have any fun"
they arrived shortly, the house already flowing with people. "maybe this isnt the best idea"
"len, stop worrying, its gonna be fine" nai said as they all walked inside.
the house was teeming with people and the scent of alcohol was potent, very potent. the three of them split up, lennon just wanting to sit somewhere and get this over with.
she decided on grabbing a drink, knowing that she wouldnt make it through the night if she was sober. all she could think about was the first time she met vinnie. the way he grabbed her waist, the way his lips felt against hers as they madeout, the way his hand gripped hers as he took her to his room. she could vividly remember the entire night.
she took a sip from the cup, feeling lightheaded. this was completely unsual, considering she wasnt a lightweight by any means.
"you feeling okay?" a boys around her age asked. "ye-yeah, i just need to get to my friends" she responded. "where are they? i can take you to them if you'd like"
"no no, its okay" she turned around only to be pulled back by her waist. "i insist" he stated.
he grabbed her hand roughly, leading her towards the stairs. he pushed her into one of the rooms, seeing the tears form in her waterline.
"dont scream, no one will hear you"
she cried and cried, wanting everything to be over and done with at this point.
as lennon got home, she wiped her eyes, making sure it looked as if she hadnt been crying.
"hey! where were you?? me and nai were looking for you!" sydney questioned. "oh, sorry i was just catching up with an old friend"
sydney nodded, watching her walk back into her room as sydney walked into her own. she had known lennon for almost 14 years now, she could easily tell when something was off with her and this was one of those times.
✨ asshole ✨
syd 🌸
pls text lennon.✨ asshole ✨
why would i do that?syd 🌸
something happened to hersyd 🌸
she wont admit itsyd 🌸
but something def happened
tonight✨ asshole ✨
why should i care?syd 🌸
because your still in love with
her ffssyd 🌸
you know, i know✨ asshole ✨
she hates mesyd 🌸
your an idiotsyd 🌸
she just wants to see you dudesyd 🌸
dont be an asshole✨ asshole ✨
she betrayed me dudesyd 🌸
stop listening to michaelsyd 🌸
she didnt cheat on yousyd 🌸
i promisesyd 🌸
i've never seen her so in
love with someonesyd 🌸
she's been cutting ever since
you guys broke upsyd 🌸
she was cutting when you guys
were away from each other for
christmas toosyd 🌸
she didnt want to tell you
because you were finally happy
and she didnt wanna take that
away from you✨ asshole ✨
sydneysyd 🌸
pls vinniesyd 🌸
talk to hersyd 🌸
i thinksyd 🌸
as much as i hate to say itsyd 🌸
i think she was raped at a partysyd 🌸
she has hickeys and bruises all
over her and she looks like she
was crying✨ asshole ✨
what if she just hooked up with
someone?syd 🌸
as i saidsyd 🌸
she's still in love with yousyd 🌸
she wouldnt want to do thatsyd 🌸
she has a fat bruise in the shape
of a hand around her wrist and
necksyd 🌸
she wouldnt want anyone to be
rough with her besides you
because she trusts yousyd 🌸
even after everything you guys
have been through, she still
trusts yousyd 🌸
i know that for a fact✨ asshole ✨
i'll text you later"hey michael?" vinnie asked. "hm?"
"i have a question for you"
(🦋)
grace rambles ~
what do you think he'll ask?
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