warning : body shaming , talking ab eating disorders
amberle34Thank you so much for the request
I have some more requests that will come in the next days and I just want to tank you all for the ideas
i rlly needed them :)))
Hope you like it :*————-*_*—
Y/n's pov
————-*_*—I knew that announcing my relationship with Vinnie will mean a lot of hate to me and I thought I could handle it but I think it's too much
I did have problems with eating disorders some years ago but I thought that over 7 years I won't affect me anymore , well it does
I was in my bathroom on the floor with my back glued to the wall , my legs bend to my chest and my hands are resting on my knees and my head on my arms
Tears drop from my eyes , I don't have any make up but my cheeks are stained with tears
Why are people so mean? No they are not mean , they speak the truth , that's it I'm fat , I don't have the perfect body and I 'dont deserve Vinnie'
A lot of thoughts run in my mind that I didn't even hear the knock on the door
"Baby?" Vinnie's soft voice calls my name
I fast start to wipe my tears away . I get up and look in the mirror , my cheeks are red-ish , "he will notice I cried , Fuck" I say in my mind
"Is everything alright?" He asks again
I try to calm a little and try to speak
"One second" I say my voice trembling
I wet a little bit my face with some water , dry it quickly, I exhale and walk to the door
I unlock it and open it really fast making my hair blow in different directions. Vinnie is standing right in front of the door but I go to his left so I can avoid him , I don t even look at him, but of course he won't give up really quick. He steps to the left not letting me avoid him this easily and he drags me in a hug
I put my head on his chest and he puts one of his arms on my back and one on my head , caressing softly my hair
"Baby" he says while I start to cry again
Maybe they are right , maybe I don't deserve Vinnie
"What happened?" he says
I still don't responde
He lifts me up and I wrap fast my legs around his waist
He sits on his ass on the edge of the bed. I sit on his lap with my legs still wrapped around his waist and his arms are still around me
He tries to grab my face to look at him but I refuse, I dont want him to see me like this , I'm a total mess and once again I feel trapped in this thing , it affects me once again people opinion about me
"Please baby , talk to me" he says concerned
I know he s confused right now but it's hard for me as well
"Please?" He says while rubbing gentle my back
"Why - why are people so mean?" I say through sobbs
"What do you mean" he says while placing a kiss on my neck
"Tik tok comments" I say cause I know he saw them
"Maybe they are right" I continue
"No they are not , they are so fake and they are just jealous of you. I dont even care what they say , I love you and not for your body , I love you and I can't even control my feelings, I just love you " he says in a calm voice even tho I know he's mad that people just throw hate at me without even knowing me
"I cant even belive them , I don't understand why they are so mean , why can't they be happy for me because I'm finally happy and in a healthy relationship with a person I actually love with all of my heart" he says and now I calmed
"I love you" I say quietly and place a kiss on his cheek and he place his hand on my opposite side of my head causing my cheek to stick to his cheek
"Rest a little ok?" he says and I nod
He puts me down on bed and I immediately bend my knees to my chest . He puts the sheets on my body and bend to kiss my face
"I love you" he says
"I love you too" I mumble
"I'm going a little bit ouside , but I'll be here when you'll wake up" he says rubbing his thumb on my cheek , we haven't made eye contact yet
"Ok" I say and later I feel asleep————-*_*—
Vinnie's pov
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I left after I was sure she was asleep
It makes me sad seeing her like this and it makes me mad that people cant just mind their business . I don't expect them to be supportive I just expect them to mind their business at least. I want to make a live to talk with them about this , I know Y/n is gonna see on fanpages some records from the live , i don't want to hide this from her or something but I know she would stop me from doing this but I have to do it"Hi" I say while already a lot of people were joining
"I'm gonna wait some more minutes because I have to tell you guys a really important thing"Some minutes later I had already 10k people watching my live so I begin to speak
"So this is about Y/n" I say
"I don't expect you guys to support our relationship I just want you guys to stop throwing hate for nothing . You 've never meet her in real life , you don't know what a good person she is and I'm not saying this because she's my girlfriend, I'm saying this because she was one of the few people that were there for me when I needed them. He makes me the happiest I've ever been and you have to get over it cause we are happy together. Also thank you so much for all the positive messages , they mean a lot" I say and sigh
"Just don't throw bad word to a person , you don't know if they can handle it or not , ok? That's what I wanted to talk with you" I continue
"See you soon , bye" I say and end the liveI go back inside the house , in our bedroom and she was still sleeping peacefully in our bed
I lay next to hear without waking her up and he turns around now her face facing my chest , she puts her head in my chest and her arm on my abs ; I put my hand on her jaw slowly running my thumb on in "I love you" I mumble quiet so I won't wake her up and then I feel asleep knowing I have near me the only person I actually lovea/n - I hope you guys know you worth ❤️
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