Part 18

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Next day
Warning: language!

Y/n's pov:
I woke up.
I was feeling so weird.
Yesterday was weird.
I think everything is weird right now.
I push it all away and just take a shower.

After the shower I feel a little less weird. Thank God.

Tomorrow we are going back to the Netherlands for new years. We are going to Ella. God I miss her so much! I can't wait to see her.

I get dressed and walk downstairs.

You: hi people!

Ethan: hi cousin how was yesterday?
He asks wiggling his eyebrows.

You: that is none of your business cousin.

Cece: o come on there must have happened something right?

Lewis: oh hell-

I cut him off with a dead stare.

Lewis - no nothing happened no definitely not no no no.

I smile at him and sit down to eat breakfast.

Ethan: so nothing happened okay I definitely believe you. Definitely.
He says sarcastic.

I roll my eyes at him. Ugh cousins are amazing! Not.

We eat breakfast. I didn't talk much.
I was thinking.
Thinking about paddy.
Thinking about me and paddy.
And thinking about that it could never work out because of the fact that he doesn't like me.
And if he did like me there was the age difference that could torn us apart.
That's what I'm only thinking about right now over and over again.
I'm sick off it but I'll just put all my thoughts aside and eat. Because I love food(a/n: true😌✋).

After that I sat on the couch just scrolling trough Instagram. I came across a picture of one off paddy's fanaccounts.

 I came across a picture of one off paddy's fanaccounts

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Paddyishot: Look at this handsome🥵🥵🥵

I feel weird again.
What is it.
Jealousy?
I don't know but I liked it because he was handsome in that picture.

I scrolled again. God knows how long I was scrolling.

It turned out I was scrolling till it was lunch time!

I was a little surprised I dint had a text from Paddy. Normally we text everyday. At least something like goodmorning or so. But maybe because we saw each other yesterday he thought it wasn't really necessary.
So I texted him.

You: hi!

Paddy: hi!

You: how are you?

Paddy: could be better🙂

You: what's wrong?

Paddy: nothing to worry about😉

You: ok?
You: nice chat but I need to go now my mom says we are lunching

Paddy: yeah I need to go too actually!
Paddy: bye!

You: bye

Ugh again the weirdness! I don't know what is happening right now.
Ugh I just need food!

I walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge. I saw some fruit and some other shit. I grabbed an apple. I bite in it and walk back to the couch. When I walk in the living room Ethan jumps in front off me.

You: geez Ethan don't do that!
I shout.

Ethan: sorry I was just going upstairs.

You: okay then do that.

I walk pass him and sit back on the couch. I grab my phone again. I see a text from paddy.

Paddy🤪: hey I'm sorry if I acted weird today but Tom was just being annoying so I wasn't really in the mood to talk or so

You: np🙃

Paddy: 🙃

You: hope he doesn't do it again, missed chatting with you☹️

Paddy: 😂 no he probably won't he's going back to America in a week so that's great😌

You: you can't say you're not gonna miss him right? I mean after all he is your brother

Paddy: yeah I think I'll miss him but not if he keeps acting like that tho

You: ok
You: yk you can talk to me if it happens again so you're not sitting with your angry feelings alone🙃😊

Paddy: I know🙃
Paddy: but it wasn't a very big deal tho

You: ok
You: I gotta go now I have an apple to eat😋

Paddy: 😂

I put my phone in my pocket and put the TV on. I grab my apple again and take another bite.
I turn on Netflix and go to my favorite movie: to all the boys I've loved before.

In one month the 3rd one is coming out so I thought why not re-watch them so I know where it ended.

I was halfway through the movie when my mom said we had dinner.
I sat next to Ethan and Cece.
We talked a little but it was actually just boring.

After dinner I finished the movie and started the second one until it was 10 pm and I decided to go to bed.

A/n
Okay I previously posted this with other content but I didn't like that very much (yet😏), so I made it a little different. If you saw the first part of this...no you didn't.
And rn I have a little writers block🤠😃

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